名稱:訓身
歌手:高皓正
作曲:謝國維
填詞:高皓正
編曲:謝國維
監製:舒文
情信要是會寄失 寄一百封都不會甜蜜
和我晚飯也吃得委屈 見得太多開始變質
所以不斷問自己 有沒有將最好盡力地捐贈給你
然而為你做到接近完美為何到頭來你在抱某個手臂
但求全身瞓下去 天真到無懼被連累
若想被愛 要先愛人 不惜去盡情被搾取
給你無條件愛下去 只須你仍舊 留我在身邊寄居
不怕一天多幾個情敵來臨被人殘害都始終不識趣
如要愛就要固執 或者撐得多一個回合
嫌棄我令我更加專一 或許你欣賞這美德
可笑的越是認真 我越覺得愛戀像末日一樣黑暗
然而未吻別過我就能繼續煩惱自尋 贊助你兩個的吻
但求全身瞓下去 天真到無懼被連累
若想被愛 要先愛人 不惜去盡情被搾取
給你無條件愛下去 只須你仍舊 留我在身邊寄居
不怕一天多幾個情敵來臨被人殘害都始終不識趣
全力去搏盡而誰替我領取
想繼續全身瞓下去 天生愛疲累才渴睡
甚麼是愛 到底愛誰 都只有別人被讚許
戀愛唯求給你樂趣 儘管太殘酷 無悔負擔這創舉
不怕一天多幾個情敵來臨被人遺下都不識得心碎
能娛樂過你 誰介意與你登不登對
世人行動實係幻影。他們忙亂,真是枉然。積聚財富,不知將來有誰收取﹖Surely a man egoes about as a shadow! Surely for nothing they are in turmoil; man heaps up wealth and does not know who will gather! (詩篇Ps39:6)
Friday, January 25, 2008
瞓身 - 高皓正
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Maple Leaf GM Ferguson fired
"After full consideration of the Leafs' situation, it has become clear that change and a new direction is needed,'' stated MLSE President and CEO Richard Peddie at a press conference held at the Air Canada Centre Tuesday. "Regrettably, we did not win enough games to reach our goal, winning the Stanley Cup."
New direction? Wasn't that our direction is to win the Stanley Cup? Oops... sorry, that is our goal. Yes, direction is how to reach that goal.
Yes, we need new direction, not a new goal.
"Our ideal candidate will be a long-term builder and a short-term fixer who has an established track record of success on the ice," explained Peddie. "Along with experience and extensive knowledge in the areas of drafting and identifying talent in the professional, amateur and international ranks, this individual will be comfortable with the intense scrutiny within the Toronto hockey market and will work effectively with the media.
"He will have the full autonomy to lead this hockey club in the manner he feels is best," added Peddie.
Well, I really pray that he can really find (and better he finds) the right person in his mindset. Always, right person at the right position. Otherwise, everything is just another show, another myth, another lie in front of the camera, but no real things are on the ground.
Go Leafs Go...!
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Reflect again
In the movie, God ask Evan to built an ark in prepare for the flood coming up on Sept 22. Despite having to give up some of his dream job, Evan built an ark on time: Sept 22 midday. But on September 22, it comes with clear skies, and Evan loads the hundreds of animals onto the newly finished ark in front of live news crews and nearby citizens. Minutes pass with clear skies, so spectators start jeering at him. Dark clouds appear and rain starts pouring down. Evan tells everyone to board the ark but no one listens. The rain suddenly stops and everyone starts laughing at Evan. Even Joan, Evan's wife, tells Evan to leave the ark, but Evan refused.
The flood finally did come when the dam then breaks and the crowd witnesses the flood of water approaching. Panic overtakes everyone and they board the ark. The ark sails down the streets of Washington D.C. from the flooded water of the burst lake until it eventually lands touching the front of the Capitol. At the end, God reappears to Evan, telling him that the way to change the world is by doing one Act of Random Kindness ("ARK") at a time
Sometimes, I really don't know why God is asking me to do this and that, like Evan doesn't know about the reason for the ark. I just know that there is a day like Sept 22, that something will happen.
But when is the time for this day to come...?
TOUGH WAIT...!
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Encouragement from God
求
我的主是你的教導:「儆醒禱告, 不要灰心。」
我的主, 是你的話語:「只需相信, 必可得到。」
也許今天不見動靜, 彷彿找不到一點跟蹤影,
教我心堅固, 完全相信, 神賜下的應許;
求告你的必不至失望, 尋找便必找得到;
求賜我信心, 開心中的眼, 讓我看那不可見的你。
Friday, January 11, 2008
心中的不安 ?!?!
Watching them having an afternoon nap after their lunch, I am asking God, why...? Why some people doing nothing, still having a more steady life than I do...?
I work and work, what have I done wrong...? Why I am still having a lower income than those who are sitting there and doing nothing but bu__ shi__ing... and claiming the fault on others but not themselves? Why they will have a better reputation then I have? Why people still think that they are doing a better job than I do?
God, should I change my style? I am stuck. I am no where.
Why? Honestly, I don't think I have that kind of spirituality that superior than others, but for sure I don't think I am that far with you... then why? Why you award them when high post and salary, and I am still working dead out there and having one small salary which not even able to pay for the enjoyment of having a family trip for Vanacouver during Christmas holiday...?!?!?!
Why...? God, I need the answer...
And as my thoughts still flying... God answer me. (This is always the part I lovely hated, as God always answer my prayer...!!!)
With my CD player playing the song 煙火 of 光良... I have to apologize to God.
是否還記得 一起看煙火 我在你眼裡 看到閃爍
冷冽的寒風 把你吹向我 抱你在我懷中 沒想太多
愛情裡的心動常常讓我難以去捉摸 付出感情太多 原來多情人 總被傷的最重
想起你的擁抱這感覺 短暫紀念 在你我之間 有時說變就變 就像煙火 下一秒消失不見
想起你的微笑這畫面 短暫紀念 放在心裡面 你說過的永遠 留在昨天 就當它是我最美的紀念
冷冽的寒風 把你吹向我 抱你在我懷中 沒想太多
愛情裡的心動常常讓我難以去捉摸 付出感情太多 原來多情人 總被傷的最重
想起你的擁抱這感覺 短暫紀念 在你我之間 有時說變就變 就像煙火 下一秒消失不見
想起你的微笑這畫面 短暫紀念 放在心裡面 你說過的永遠 留在昨天 就當它是我最美的紀念
我的心情今天已換了季 天邊出現彩虹
晴朗陽光灑在我的天空 閃爍
像是笑著告訴我 愛到最後是寬容
想起你的擁抱這感覺 短暫紀念 在你我之間 有時說變就變 就像煙火 下一秒消失不見
想起你的微笑這畫面 短暫紀念 放在心裡面 你說過的永遠 留在昨天 就當它是我最美的紀念
還有你陪我走過這一切 記憶中裡 那些微笑的臉
Seems like God is asking me... "Why you always try to compare yourselve with others...? Did I not giving you grace enough...?"
"You have a car, a family, a job... its already better than many of the people, some of them even wealthier than you. Don't you think you have a happier life than most of those you envy with...?"
"Don't you just enjoy the lovely relationship between you and me?"
"My lovely child, just don't leave me... you will enjoy the intimacy...!
Sigh, this is the fun part of being a Christian, who believe in God, you are not 阿Q, but you really can get the answer from God. God will always care about me, and give me the best I should have. Kelvin, just calm down, don't worry. Justice will always be in God's world.
GOD, THANK YOU...! YOU ARE SO LOVELY...! I LOVE YOU...!
不捨得你 不捨得你 仍需給你走
不捨得... 不捨得... 不捨 不得...
不捨得你 不捨得你 仍需給你走
恨我找不住痴情 不敢牽你手
不捨得你 不捨得你 為何開不了口
為著發覺 你夢中想要的 而我沒有
我明瞭 你不能留 縱使付出多少 也不回頭
我明瞭 你不能留 縱使付出多少 到底分手
共你別去 說聲珍重 再沒有可求
恨我找不住痴情 不敢牽你手
不捨得你 不捨得你 為何開不了口
為著發覺 我夢中想要的 已被帶走
不捨得你 不捨得你 仍需給你走
Thursday, January 10, 2008
AFC Book House Closeout
Ambassadors for Christ in Canada
(January 10, 2008)
For the past 30 years, the Gospel Book House has been a parallel ministry of Ambassadors For Christ in association with the student ministry. In recent years, while we have experienced the increasing need and rapid development on the side of student ministry, we also see that quite a number of Christian bookstores have been established, and have aptly filled the need for Chinese Christian literature in the Greater Toronto Area. The Board of Directors, after careful consideration, has decided to discontinue the operation of the Gospel Book House (effective March 1, 2008), for the purpose of directing the resources to the development of student ministry. The board would like to thank everyone for all their support and contributions to the Gospel Book House over all these years. A closeout clearance sale will begin immediately. For further information, please contact (416)494-7171 or visit AFC website www.afc-ca.org.
加拿大基督使者協會董事會通告
(2008年1月10日)
「加拿大基督使者協會」之福音書屋,服事眾教會已經超過三十年,其運作與學生福音事工平衡發展。惟近年學生福音事工之需要及發展激增,亦見本市有不少基督教書房相繼投入服務,屬靈書籍供應充足。有鑑及此,「使者」董事會經慎重考慮後,議決於2008年3月1日起,停止福音書屋之運作,而將「使者」資源集中於發展學生福音事工。在此感謝主內同道多年來對「福音書屋」之支持。書屋於即日起將進行結業清貨大減價。如有任何查詢,請致電(416)494-7171或瀏覽本會網頁www.afc-ca.org 。謹此敬告,祈為垂注。
AFC Gospel Book House Closeout Clearance Sale
All Bibles, Books & Audio Visual items 30% off
All Greeting Cards & Gift Items 40 % off
Discontinued Books $1.00 each
Selected items up to 60 % off
All sales are final, no return and exchange
使者福音書屋 結業清貨大減價
所有聖經 ,書籍及影音產品 7 折
所有禮品 6 折
斷版書籍 $1.00
其他貨品最低減至 4 折
所有貨品 不設退換
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Heading to Panama
I will be heading to Panama from Feb 5 to Mar 3.
My "four objectives" for this trip...
First week: Help to prepare the boat trip program and be the "messenger"
Second week: Panama Summer Youth camp
Third week: Help the fellowship to set up and prepare for an upcoming chinese camp
Forth: Help the second generation (PBC) in their christian growing
Please pray for me...
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Thank you Tony...
Really thank you for having a very successful cosmetic surgery on the head of my wife. The job was done wonderfully and I cannot ask more from you. You really help her to look great again... THANK YOU...!!!
Kelvin
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Happy 2008...!
Thank you for giving me such a memorable moment. You know who you are... THANK YOU...!
Thursday, December 20, 2007
童夢 (衛蘭 + 光良)
光良&衛蘭 - 童夢
作曲:歐陽業鴻
填詞:林夕
編曲:陳台證
(J = janice M = 光良)
J:能有你 快活無可比
可把臂逛街 像遊盡天地
任何時候哪肯懷疑你
寧願不聽他人說是說非
M:除了你 沒別人可比
只需愛到底 難道天妒忌
任何容貌條件都喜歡你
其實相愛沒因由量你也不記起
J:別要欺騙我
M:流淚一滴亦已太多
J:重視我大可縱壞我
M:已片刻難離
J:一公分可算多
合:其實我未想知道誰在愛得多
M:願你相信我
J:明日怎樣無助
M:我也可
J:如平日大幾倍愛護我
J:如果 花開竟不結果
M:都不枉往日相處諧和
合:夢一同造過
J:別要欺騙我
M:流淚一滴亦已太多
J:重視我大可縱壞我
M:已片刻難離
J:一公分可算多
M:其實我未想知道誰在愛得多
J:憑著已相愛過
J:明日怎樣無助 你也可
M:(護花當然找我)
J:如平日大幾倍愛護我
M:(想得太多)
J:如果 花開竟不結果
合:都不枉往日相處諧和
合:夢一同造過
J:還太快信任情不死
J:只想逛逛街
J:遊盡天共地
M:就如童話從開始多麼美
合:期望日出身邊那位
合:最後還是你
去飛 (顏福偉 + 彭家麗)
去飛
主唱:顏福偉/彭家麗
作曲:馬永齡 填詞:簡寧 編曲:馬永齡 監製:馬永齡
顏福偉:
幾多次愛戀 熱戀後
換來痛楚心碎
能在我背後 有誰
無論生死也相隨
彭家麗:
幾多次失意 與苦惱
面前沒有去路
全是你教導 指引
叫我飛得高
顏福偉:究竟天有幾高
彭家麗:有幾高未怕高
顏福偉:我也可全力飛 因你鼓舞
彭家麗:發揮心中勇氣
合:尋覓我驕傲
顏福偉:縱有寒流 關心是你
彭家麗:身邊有你闖天地
合:不改不跌 不退不避 拋開痛楚讓我又再度去飛
顏福偉:有愛同行 知心是你
彭家麗:寂寞夜亦也因你變得優美
合:世上難覓的福氣 叫歲月美麗永不死 情不捨不棄
彭家麗:這世途縱使黑暗
顏福偉:這世情縱使冰冷
合:有你能讓我展翅 全力去飛
顏福偉:縱有寒流 關心是你
彭家麗:身邊有你闖天地
合:不改不跌 不退不避 拋開痛楚讓我又再度去飛
顏福偉:有愛同行 你我不捨棄
彭家麗:寂寞夜亦也因你變得優美
合:世上難覓的福氣
顏福偉:有愛是永不死
彭家麗:讓我去飛
顏福偉:有愛便有轉機
彭家麗:不退避
合:這世上你令我鼓舞 一起去飛
Friday, December 14, 2007
心魔
Monday, December 10, 2007
Think about this...
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Think about what you are reading ok. because it's the truth.
Why do we ((sleep)) in [[church]],
But stay ((awake)) through a [[2 hour movie]]?
Why is it so ((hard)) to talk about [[God]],
but so ((easy)) to [[Gossip]]?
Why are we so ((bored)) when we look at a [[Christian magazine]],
but find it ((easy)) to read [[Playboy]]?
Why is it so easy to ((ignore)) a [[Godly]] Facebook Wall Post,
Yet we ((repost)) the [[nasty]] ones?
Why are ((churches)) getting [[smaller]],
But ((bars and clubs)) are [[growing]]?
Think about it, are you going to repost this?
Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?
Would You Have Opened This if it Said.... Read This In Gods Name.
80 % of you wont repost this.
Jesus Christ said:
"If you deny me in front of your friends I will deny you in front of my father
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well... what do you think...?
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
My car....!!!
Thursday, November 29, 2007
不好笑
不好笑
作曲:彭海銅 主唱:鄭中基 填詞:陳少琪
你好 請讓我以這信紙
用心寫出每件事 寫錯也是我心意
曾努力 我為你試過去測名字
命中相依太輕易 廝守一輩子 也可以
*怎麼你平靜 一分鐘也不開聲
靜止使我受驚
然後似奪命 回答為何用笑聲
wooh 不好笑 不欣賞我事小
情若差半票 傾出心血 一顆心無懼結焦
wooh 不好笑 是否恥笑 wooh yeah
情話寫過了 心事萬重是比無幸福還重要
你無謂見笑*
你好 請別看了當廢紙
是否專心看電視 好過拼命去掩耳
曾努力 我甚至試過去改名字
為可祝福你今後 安康一輩子 也可以
REPEAT*
wooh 不好笑 不欣賞我事小
情若差半票 傾出心血 一顆心無懼結焦
wooh 不好笑 是否恥笑 wooh yeah
如若眼睛濕了 心事萬重是比無幸福還重要
我寧願說了
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Snowing...!!!
Although a bit tough to drive thru the snow today... it brings the hope for skiing... yes...!
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
LOVE
From the Daily Bible Verse
We love because he first loved us.
1 John 4:19
From TheChurch Daily Bible Verse
We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Romans 8:28
For the past few months, I am not happy. Feel down, I don't like this, don't like that. "More thanksgiving, Less complain" already wandering my mind since Boston trip. But still...
I think I am not loving enough. I should love more.
Love my parents more.
Love my friends more.
Love myself more.
Love God more.
Because God love me.
Dear Lord, thank you for loving me.
Dear Lord, thank you for letting me to love.
Father God, you already taught me how to love, but please, help me to love.
Thank you.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
天灰
lovetanya/★↗FREEDO
男孩的眼神直盯著那些女孩走了之後,所留下來的東西,男孩從沒想過女孩曾那麼用心的注視著他。
有關於女孩的事,男孩一直是到兩個禮拜前才完全知道,兩個禮拜前男孩收到由女孩母親寄來的信,上面寫滿了女孩給男還的話,還有一本日記本。
男孩打開了那本日記的第一頁,男孩的回憶也隨著日記本的開啟回到了中學的時代,那時女孩面上戴著口罩,一副因病而顯得疲憊的樣子,她低著頭,緩緩地在走廊上經過。男孩在一旁看著她,欲言又止的,這時,女孩的朋友上前來挽著她的手臂催她向前走,男孩就這樣看著她離開了。
2002年11月22日(陰):「下午開始熱了起來,大家都去上體育課了,只剩下我一個人,心情有點灰……」女孩坐在空無一人的課室裡,提筆寫起日記。她只覺得,沒有人理會她,整個世界仿佛只有自己一人,而巳,她不知道,就在對面的課室,男孩也在空無一人的課室裡,拿著筆,凝視著她,畫起這個女孩的人像畫來。
提起照相機,女孩把學校的每一個角落也拍了照,她希望可以把回憶都停住在底片內……
在學校的醫療室內,女孩正躺臥著。護士替她注射點滴。女孩的眼角,流下了一滴淚,是因為身體很痛?還是心已經很疲憊了?
2002年12月2日(雨):「365個打針吃藥的日子,甚麼時侯才會停止?」
男孩放了一瓶鮮奶在三樓宿舍的露台上,女孩弱不禁風慢慢的來到,眼前卻不見男孩的蹤跡。當她來到欄邊拿起溫暖的鮮奶瓶的時候,她低下頭,攝入眼底的是一副圖畫,是她自己的畫像……是男孩,他偷偷地用粉筆,在石地上留下了女孩的蹤跡……一陣暖意,湧上了女孩的心上……
2002年12月3日(陰):「終於,無法再上課了……」女孩收拾好東西,步出了這個校園,鐵絲網的另一邊,男孩悲傷的遠送著她,他不敢走上前,因為他不知道女孩的心裡到底有沒有她,他可以做的,只有默默地目送著她離開……
生活依舊照常,男孩在籃球場上繼續與朋友一起活動,女孩偷偷的坐在遠處,用照相機把男孩的每一個神情也拍下。每一個眼神,每一個動作,女孩都努力地把它們留下來,因為她不知道,她還可以撐多久……
3年了,女孩已經離開了校園1095個日子。她的病情日益嚴重,女孩只能待在家裡,牆上貼滿的都是他的照片,她,從沒有忘記過他……
2005年四月三日(陰):「今天在網上的討論區開了一個標題–「關於宋哲緯?」每打一個字,手總覺得是非常沉重,問自己,這樣做! 有用嗎?自己是想尋找這個人嗎?還是……只希望確定他的心意就夠了?」
2005年五月六日(雨):「今天開的標題有人回覆了,心裡感到一陣憾動,是因為自己的堅持感動了上天嗎?看著一個個的留言,腦裡一片空白,坐在電腦前的自己只懂哭,眼淚就這樣崩潰地湧了出來……」
男孩想也沒想到,女孩曾用網路找他的下落,而且還有熱心的人士回答她的問題。
男孩看著日記的最後留下的網誌密碼和帳號,動了滑鼠,直盯著電腦的螢幕,然後開始打下女孩網誌的帳號與密碼,看著一篇篇女孩打下的文章,直到看到了最後一篇,吸引著男孩的注意,標題是「最後一天…再也無法」,點了下滑鼠,看到了內容
「我的病已經到了極限,最終我還是無法知道你的心意,
知道的只是,關於你最近的事,
我好想、好想知道你的心意,也好想回到中學時,
但‥已經來不及了。
我無法確定自己還能活多久,我只要知道你過的好就夠了。
再也無法繼續的喜歡著你。」
看完了最後一篇的網誌,男孩的眼淚,止不住的滴了下來,男孩用了自己的帳號和密碼,給了女孩一個回應。
「不管是哪時候,我都喜歡妳,我也想讓妳知道我的心意。」同時也在女孩的網誌,播放出了S H E 的『天灰』
《如果你不再出現 我的世界 還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間 讓我們試驗 什麼叫永遠
想念變成懷念 心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切 你最後屬於誰
我的天空今天有點灰 我的心是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜 所有的燈早已經全都熄滅
如果你從沒出現 我會不會 覺得快樂一些
可惜殘忍時間 總要把諾言 一點點摧毀》
聽著歌曲的同時,男孩移動了滑鼠,上了奇摩的知識﹢,用著顫抖的手一個字、一個注音、一個鍵盤的打著,「關於宋哲緯?」
看著一個個的留言,他的心情和女孩一樣,眼淚沒有停過,一直湧出來…
2005年11月28日,coca留:「我記得我有個國中同學,好像是叫宋哲緯吧!」
2005年11月29日,小安留:「他好像有繼續畫畫,後來畢業了,考上美術系。系上劇! 團的海報,都是找他幫忙畫的,我們跟他很熟呢,你想找他嗎?」
他也照樣的補上了他的留言。
2007年11月30日,宋哲緯留:『不管是落葉,不管是陰天,天灰永遠會變成晴天,你在找我嗎?』知識﹢的回答,多了男孩的回應。
男孩看著牆上的那幅他畫她的畫像,男孩合上女孩的日記本,卻在那一瞬間男孩注意到寫在日記最後的右下方的一段話
2005年11月30日︰
天灰的歌詞裡,有一段寫著
『如果你不再出現 我的世界 還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間 讓我們試驗 什麼叫永遠』
時間的催促,讓我們沒時間去試驗 什麼叫永遠,是這樣嗎?
今天是我的生日,你記得嗎?
在前一天,有人回應了我的問題,我想這就是我最好的禮物了。
我一直‥都喜歡著你。
Jenny筆 11.30
男孩突然想起今天是女孩的生日,拿起外套與另一張女孩的畫像,走出門,打算去為她上香、順便看看她。
男孩走到了墳墓前對女還說︰「這是妳最喜歡的楓葉,還有我畫的畫,這些都是我送妳的生日禮物,雖然遲了些…但我想妳會接受,也會很珍惜的,還有謝謝妳曾那麼喜歡我。」
男孩說完,突然吹起了一陣風,把楓葉和畫像一起吹走,這陣風,彷彿是女孩對男孩所講的話做的回應,也像是接受了,男孩所送的禮物。
那陣風,很輕,很柔,似乎在訴說著︰謝謝。
男孩看著女孩所留下的日記與照片,日記再也沒有女孩的字跡;學校的山頭也沒有了女孩的蹤影。女孩微笑的神情停留在男孩手握的照片中,她的笑容,依靠是那樣的溫婉。男孩的手輕輕滑過女孩照片上冰冷的長髮,彷佛女孩從沒離開過,現在可以懷念女孩的,就只有這個辦法吧……
(節錄自優秀文學網)
Friday, October 26, 2007
Happy... Not Happy
Not happy, as my luggages were all rip off inside out by the US security... they took out my sample size samples by the airlines whick i carried around for the whole trip. Pass though all the check point, but not the last one... They also broke the luggage lock of one of two checked bags... They unpack the the other checked bag, rearranged but badly repacked, my cleansing form were leaked, making all the stuff dirty, luckly can clean...:(
Happy, got back home and finally can enjoy my TV... :)
Not happy, all the last few weeks recordings were mistakenly recorded as SAP and not Cantonese... :(
Happy, seeing all my brothers and sisters... :)
Not happy, knowing some of them are now in difficulties... :(
Happy, back home... :)
Not happy, home alone... :(