Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Poor Carey

See, be sure you know what you are doing when finger pointing. Price is the reason for the fall? Come on... obviously its not. Its bad coaching that making the Canadaians falling behind 3-1 today.

Stupid coach always kill his own team. Instead of faith building, he chose to make things more complicated when he hinted the bench of Price the other day. That not only not building up the sliding team, but also hurting the dynamic in the locker room. Everyone is giving praise to Price the other day, and the next day, he is the one to be blamed. Come on, give me a break.

Clearly, today, the team cannot play as a team. 0-4 for power play. Two bad goals by Halak. And the worse of all, bad coaching -- poor discipline -- stupid penalty by Begin. It cost the team a game.

Well, an other example of

Bad decision by coach --> bad game by the players --> lost

Carey Price ... Me

"He is twenty years old, you can't forget about that"
This is the world, if they don't believe in you, they won't... even with good performance.

Yeah, when Huet was being trade, I remember I wrote here "How can Montreal go to the final with Price alone"? Even as stupid as me will ask that question. Once the move is make, the only thing what we can do is: support him as much as you can, build his confidence and forget what your doubt is.

But now, the fans, the media, the coach, the management is having all their pressure and critics on Price just because he lost back to back games to Philadephia. Come on, you know it from the beginning when the trade took place. And now, you are blaming him because "He is 20-years old"? If you don't believe in him, don't do/say anything seems like you are believing in him at the beginning. This sucks...!

Why everyone is forgetting that in the Boston series, he had been in that situation already... losing two in a row. What is the response from Price? Giving you a nice shut out on Game 7. Yes, Game 7, the most important game, life or death. He can survive in this life or death situation, why can't you believe that Price can carry you thru this time again...? Shame on you people...!

And, don't forget, there are also Montreal forwards and defences in the team. We win as a team and lose as a team. Not the goalie. This is the world. They never appreciate what you have done for them. They only make you look worse when you are down. Sigh...

Carey... I believe that you can do a great job and lead our Canadians to the best. Go Carey Go...!

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

沉思

盧雲的沉思

你依然在掙扎,希望看見自己的真相。那些清楚明白你的心、真誠愛護你的人告訴你:你是神的兒女;祂已經進入你的深處;並且你很多時候也將由神得來的,與其他人分享。當你聽到這些說話時,你視之為只不過是鼓勵的話。你並不相信這些人所記得一切就是他們親眼看見的。

你必需學像你這些真心朋友般看自己。若你一直對自己的真相視而不見,會繼續把自己比下去,覺得任何一個人都比你更好、更聖潔、更值得被愛。你仰視所有人,在他們裏面看見善良、美麗和愛,因為你不能在自己身上看見這些素質。結果,你開始依附其他人,而無法認識到你擁有自力更新所需的一切。

然而,你是無法勉強事情發生的。你沒可能把自己模造成其他人眼中的那個人。假如你某些部份依然剛愎自用,你便無法完全肯定你自己。你需要承認你在何處,確定那個地方。你必需願意在你的寂寞、你的缺憾、你未能完全的道成肉身中無懼地生活,且相信神會差遣某些人來,不斷向你展示你是誰這個真相。


宗仔的沉思

我依然在掙扎,不希望看見自己的真相。那些清楚明白我的心、真誠愛護我的人告訴我:你是神的兒女;祂已經進入你的深處;並且給予你最好的。當我聽到這些說話時,我視之為只不過是鼓勵的話。我並不相信這些人所看見的一切就是他們親眼看見的圖畫的全部。

可能我必需學像我這些真心朋友般看自己。若我一直對自己的真相堅持下去,會繼續讓自己比下去,覺得任何一個人都比我更好、更聖潔、更值得被愛。我身邊所有人,在他們眼裏面看見我的善良、美麗和愛,可是我卻不能在自己身上看見這些素質。結果,我開始不信任其他人,而更加無法明白到自己所需的一切。

然而,我是無法勉強事情發生的。我沒可能把自己模造成他眼中的那個人。假如他某些部份依然剛愎自用,他便更加無法完全肯定我自己。他需要承認我在何處,確定那個地方。我並不願意在寂寞、缺憾中生活,我固且相信神會差遣某些人來,不斷向他展示我是誰這個真相。


宗仔的祈禱

神啊!我要承認人家對我的批評,叫我明白我的真相。然而,神啊,求你也叫我能積極地覺得自己是比得上他人的。

世上之最

甚麼是世上最難捉摸的?
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沉默

Friday, April 25, 2008

等...真的會有結果嗎?

當我在看<白色巨塔>時,看到蘇怡華可以用十幾年的時間去等一個明知是在背叛他、另有男人的女人,最後比佢等到。而家先得十幾集,我唔知後面係點,起碼比佢等到。

我係到反思自己,為甚麼我會等一個只會我背叛他、而佢永遠等我的神的一個答案時我會咁辛苦。
一方面我會同神投訴,到現在我已經等佢一個答案等了七年,到而家都仲係得個等字。
但係另一方面,我又會去這樣想:神由我三歲懂性開始都等到我這個不肖子十五年才願意回頭是岸;再加多十幾年時間的艱辛教導,才等到這個忤逆仔可以出黎講幾句「神話」,為神的國度做個少少野。真係有些少慚愧,好對唔住呢個對我咁好的神。

唉... 等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等... 真係好掙扎...!

本來今朝想到這個時,話緊比自己聽,要對神有信心,不可辜負神對你的一番栽培。
但係下午就收到"THE EMAIL"... 唉...好唔開心。

唉...神啊! 「等」真係知易行難...!





Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Gym again...

After almost three months lack of exercise, I finally get back to exercise today. Although I am not yet fully recovered, and did not really do much except walking... Well, at least got some sweat out... :P




Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Its gone. Finally.

AFC Gospel Book House finally gone. Wednesday, it will change to a Chinese school.

What a change.

What a way to say goodbye.

What a sad mode.

You will always on my mind... you will always on my mind!


Monday, April 14, 2008

Blog Again

最近很少寫Blog。 其實唔係無事發生,只不過唔知點寫。

直到今天早上,聽到這首歌,好想分享。

特別是妳和你...!


名稱:鍾無艷
歌手:謝安琪
作曲:Christopher Chak
填詞:林夕
編曲:陳珀
監製:梁榮駿
(C) 2007 Cinepoly Records Co. Ltd.

其實我怕你總誇獎高估我堅忍
其實更怕你只懂得欣賞我品行
無人及我用字絕重拾了你信心
無人問我可甘心演這偉大 化身
其實我想間中崩潰脆弱如戀人
垂在你兩臂中低得不需要身份

無奈被你識穿這個念頭 得到好處的你  
明示不想失去絕世好友

沒有得你的允許 我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去 彷彿冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的讚許 卻不配愛下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車 也是快樂著唏噓
彼此這麼了解
難怪註定似兄妹一對

其實我怕你的好感基於我修養
其實最怕你的私心窺准我體諒
無人問我寂寞盡頭何處去養傷
原來是我的心境高到變為 偶像
誰情願照耀著別人就如 月亮
為奴婢為你備飯奉茶是殘忍真相

無奈被你識穿這個念頭 得到好處的你  
明示不想失去絕世好友

沒有得你的允許 我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去 彷彿冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的讚許 卻不配愛下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車 也是快樂著唏噓
彼此這麼了解

讓我決定我的快樂
那須得你的允許 我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去 彷彿冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的讚許 無需再說下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車 卻沒法撞入堡壘
彼此這麼了解  難怪註定似兄妹一對

你的他怎允許  結伴觀賞雪的淚
永不開封的汽水 讓我抱在懷內吻下去