Faith is all I am asking for...

Its all about the ironic feeling in your heart, but after all, its all about your faith to believe.

Its ironic that I know God is giving me the best, but I don't think I am having the best now. I need faith to believe the God has already given me the best, its just I have yet to understand it.

Its ironic as I want to understand so many "Why?"s in my mind, but I also understand that there are so may "Why?"s are not able to understand. I need faith to believe that God has His reason to allow all those "Why?"s to happen.

Its ironic that I want to see my future, but on the other hand, everyone know that you will never know your future except I am convinced that I am going to Heaven after death. I need faith to believe that God is taking good care of my future.

Its ironic that I know that I should not have to worry, but I always worry about this and that. I need faith to believe that God is in control and I really have nothing to worry.

Its ironic that I know that I should follow the Will of God, however, I always feel pain occurs when doing that. I need faith to believe that following His will is the most enjoyable one, and no pain really no gain.

Its ironic that you know that Satan is going to attack you so that you don't have faith to serve Him, but I always fall into Satan's temptations. I need a lot of faith to believe that I can fight as long as I am walking with God, even though sometime I might fall.

Life is full of irony. But FAITH TO BELIEVE will always overruled these ironies.

God, please, let me have more FAITH so that I can BELIEVE.

She asked, "Why do you love me?"

小說中的一段...

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這晚怎樣變得特別地可愛?
一個沒有球賽的晚上。
他下了結論了。
不論是她低頭，她欲語還休，她說話時的懶音，不完整的句子，用詞不當，甚至只是焦慮地等待著甜品到會的神情，她依舊是那麼討人喜歡。
總之，她的可愛已掩蓋了一切。
而當一個男人，看上一個女人時，無非也是在於覺得她可愛吧。

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那麼，妳喜歡他甚麼呢?
我也曾問他: 你為什麼會喜歡我呢?
他說: 喜歡上一個人，很多時候，是基於無知。
這是甚麼意思?
我也不明白，但是他接著說，就是對妳知得不夠多，就是不太認識妳，我也愛妳，那麼，我是注定要愛著妳的了。

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是小說，還是現實中的心聲?

Goal 2009

Monday night, little wordings, trigger my emotions. Although nothing harmfully done, I know I hurt someone in someway. This deeply ensure myself that my IQ is ok normal, but my EQ is really not. Self-control, something I really have to learn.

God told me two weeks ago, and remind me again today.

During the sunday school two weeks ago, God gave me my theme scriptures for the year.

For this very reason, make every effort to supplement your faith with virtue, and virtue with knowledge, and knowledge with self-control, and self-control with steadfastness, and steadfastness with godliness, and godliness with brotherly affection, and brotherly affection with love. For if these qualities are yours and are increasing, they keep you from being ineffective or unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.
(2Pe 1:5-8)
正因這緣故，你們要分外的殷勤；有了信心，又要加上德行；有了德行，又要加上知識；有了知識，又要加上節制；有了節制，又要加上忍耐；有了忍耐，又要加上虔敬；有了虔敬，又要加上愛弟兄的心；有了愛弟兄的心，又要加上愛眾人的心；你們若充充足足的有這幾樣，就必使你們在認識我們的主耶穌基督上不至於閒懶不結果子了。
(彼得後書 1:5-8)

I do have faith, and I believe myself are trying my best for goodness. Knowledge, I trust myself will not be lower than a certain standard. However, when reaching self-control... sigh.

Not matter how much knowledge, if I do not have self-control, knowledge really means nothing. Not to mention the steadfastness and things coming after that.

KNOWLEDGE WITH SELF-CONTROL... MY GOAL FOR 2009.

A New Year, A New Page

7 days into the new year...

What's new for 2009?

Simple.

A New Page.

Pray that I can change my bad habits, so that I can have a closer relationship with God in 2009.