Dear all, Thank you

Last week, during a memorial ceremony of AFC founder Rev. & Mrs. Stephen Knights, I was reminded of this song "Thank you" by Ray Boltz. This reminds me of those who help me and shape me during the past twenty years of my life. They were/are my examples, and their proverbs will forever be in my mind.

To those who are/were in Ottawa, thank you for teaching me while I was hurting you. Thank you for all Sunday school teachers, as that was when my Biblical foundation being laid. Thank you for all choir members, as you are those who give me a hand and lift me up while I was down due to mistakes.

To Rev. Nelson, thank you for being my turning point.

To Raymond, you know how much you mean to me... thank you...!

To all my friends in Toronto, thank you for walking with me when I am in needed.

To Rev. Barclay, thank you for being my teacher/mentor for my seminary years.

Of course, cannot appreciate more for what my parents had given me.

Without all your support, I will not be the Kelvin today.

THANK YOU...!

I dreamed I went to heaven
And you were there with me;
We walked upon the streets of gold
Beside the crystal sea.
We heard the angels singing
Then someone called your name.
We turned and saw a young man running
And he was smiling as he came.

And he said, "Friend you may not know me now."
And then he said, "But wait,
You used to teach my Sunday School
When I was only eight.
And every week you would say a prayer
Before the class would start.
And one day when you said that prayer,
I asked Jesus in my heart."

Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am so glad you gave.

Then another man stood before you
And said, "Remember the time
A missionary came to your church
And his pictures made you cry.
You didn't have much money,
But you gave it anyway.
Jesus took the gift you gave
And that's why I'm here today."

Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am so glad you gave.

One by one they came
Far as the eye could see.
Each life somehow touched
By your generosity.
Little things that you had done,
Sacrifices made,
Unnoticed on the earth
In heaven, now proclaimed.

And I know up in heaven
You're not supposed to cry
But I am almost sure
There were tears in your eyes.
As Jesus took your hand
And you stood before the Lord.
He said, "My child, look around you.
Great is your reward."

Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am so glad you gave.

Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord.
I am so glad you gave.

Sleepless in Toronto 神啊!求求讓我睡

Since coming back to Toronto, this is not the first night, not the second night, but the third consecutive night that I cannot put myself to sleep.

Its too excited. I can't put myself to rest.
The war is so intense that I don't know how can I stop myself.
The most wonderful is I don't know who am I fighting with, may be its myself that I am fighting against. I am just too aggressive.

My dear God, I know there is the strength you give me. I know there is your wisdom for me.

God, I know you are there hearing my prayer. Please, answer my prayer.

神啊!求求讓我睡 - 劉浩龍

作曲 : 徐繼宗
作詞 : 林若寧
編曲 : 王雙駿
監製 : 王雙駿

夜間新聞終結又報鐘
鬧鐘分針恐嚇我失眠
看著面前未拆開的DVD經典
壓力來自望出窗口失去了光線

凌晨的三點即將消失於黑洞
勉強地埋頭睡覺就更加失控
好比給一口蚊咬令我浮腫
顧及到要上工 然後我更驚恐
DJ們仍為那些舊情歌動容
聽得我就算數綿羊都很激進
讓我尖叫 讓我跳海 樣樣亦無大作用

神啊!求求讓我睡 請不要再打雷
神啊!求求讓我睡 否則叫我死去
跳下床 我在狂亂的追追追追
拳頭出手打碎堵牆 一口飲了七杯凍水
連續五天輾轉反側難睡覺
可否今天正常進睡 差點哭得出眼淚

勤勞的巴士司機都開始出動
我過份避免睡意漸次的飄進
此刻竟收到一個撥錯電話
要睡覺 有暗湧 頭亦重 眼都腫
七點時如像有些病人的倦容
彷彿我像個死人針拮都不痛
沒有知覺 沒有扎醒 望著大床做惡夢

神啊!求求讓我睡 請不要再打雷
神啊!求求讓我睡 否則叫我死去
跳下床 我在狂亂的追追追追
拳頭出手打碎堵牆 一口飲了七杯凍水
連夜四點輾轉反側難睡覺 好比深宵正常次序

神啊!求求讓我睡 頭髮亂了承受那旱天雷
神啊!求求讓我睡 難以睡去來自摑多一鎚
跳下床 我在無目的追追追追
原本身體筋竭力疲 思想經過一番榨取
晨霧散開終於身心疲倦了
啞忍七天至能進睡
天光休息都有罪

小小的誤差

法政先锋2內裡的一段：人的心理真的很奇怪，只不過是小小誤差，就可顛倒整個世界觀，反轉所有是非黑白甚至殺人放火，他們都會覺得自己沒有錯。

回想這幾天跟不同的人談起基督教時，無論是否基督徒，我們很多時間其實都是因為對神的看法出現小小的誤差，以致對神產生一些不必要的誤解。可以是天然災難，又或是人為變數，我們都可能因為對神的不了解，而在慒然不知的情況下，把所有的事情的責任都負面地歸咎於神的身上。為著這些的誤解，我們有時會讓我們的信心失落，有時會因此不返教會，甚至有時覺得神的存在跟本上不重要，遠離我們應有的信仰，以為自己才是對的，並沒有錯。

神啊，其實我們才是最錯的，求你原諒我們的無知和小信，若孩子有甚麼時候有意無意的把神你"擺上檯"時，求你原諒。

當你軟弱疲倦時

法政先锋2內裡的一段：

即使你是如何巾幗不讓鬚眉，但當妳軟弱疲累的時候，心裡的他總會浮現出來。當你憶起遠方的人，一切就好像黑咖啡一樣，似苦還甘。令人夜半低迴，難以忘記。

我現在內心的一段：

即使你講到你自己是堅強，但當你軟弱疲累的時候，心裡的"她"總會浮現出來。當你憶起正在遠方的人，一切就好像黑咖啡一樣，似苦還甘。令人夜半低迴，難以忘記，難以入眠。

我現在祈禱的一段：
神啊... "她"在哪裡？"她"現在安好嗎？

Prayers

Last night after Lament, I have a chance to talk to a couple, who are my long-time friends. We talked about praying to God.

Prayers are something really you want to have but at the same time, hate to have. The biggest problem/enjoyment is: God will always answer your prayer.
You pray, you will get the answer.

No question will be asked if prayer is being answer as the way we want to happen.

The question then becomes: Do I have the faith to take the answer which is against my desire? i.e. Hey God, I don't like your answer, what's the matter with you...!

This is what we called understanding and following God's will and plan. And...

This is the most difficult homework for us (at least me, hee hee...)

Dear all... Add Oil...!

PRAY...!!!

今天心情

今天心情：我心照明月,明月照溝渠

奈何為何我心明知明月照溝渠,我心依舊照明月??

女孩們！勇敢說“NO！”

從去年尾到今天，打開報紙副刊，最熱門的八卦新聞，莫過於香港女星涉入「豔照門」事件。緣由一位陳姓男星及與他發生過親密關係之女子（包括女星、女模特兒......）的親密大膽照片，在網上流傳，沒想到涉及的女星居然有七八位以上，有些現今都已嫁為人妻或已為人母。這些照片引起軒然大波，不但對整個社會大眾，對女星個人之家庭名譽，以致前途都蒙上一層無法挪開的陰影。

看過這些報導，心中真是感歎萬分。真的，時代不同了，潮流趨向開放、大膽、前衛、新潮，所以许多走在時代尖端的女孩們，不問是非清白、善惡好壞，全部照單收，有樣學樣，唯恐跟不上潮流被人笑。結果，好事不出門，壞事傳千里，壞了自己的身軀、名譽、形象，何苦呀！值得嗎？

想起我們那時代父母管得可真嚴，上大學才可交男朋友，寫寫情書就很羅曼蒂克，不到很要好，小手都不可隨便給男生牽。衣服更是密實保守，女孩們個個爭著做大家閨秀或小家碧玉，羞答答文靜靜的。那時天天不是上課、補習、考試，回家就是溫書、做作業，偶爾聽聽收音機播放鄧麗君的柔美歌曲就很滿足了。日子也就過得平安踏實快樂。那時也沒聽過有什麼憂鬱症呢！

曾幾何時，西風東襲，女孩們打扮、衣著、言行皆仿隨好萊塢那些女星們，於是兩條帶子的內衣可裏衣外穿，內褲還要特意露一點讓人看到呢！更不要講露肩、露背、露腰，更何況這裏是熱帶地區，天熱嘛，名正言順愈穿愈少，愈穿愈短，當然也引出许多社會問題、亂象及影響。所以家中有正值十幾歲青春期兒女的父母，真應該多放點時間在自己的子女身上，多注意他們的言行舉止、交友、嗜好，多點時間來陪伴他們成長，聽聽他們的心聲，這樣的投資是值得，也是必要的。

有變有不變

我認為儘管時代在變，一切都在改變，但有些東西仍不可改變，如女孩子們對於自己的貞操、名節，該好好保護，絲毫不可隨便放鬆。雖不是做聖女，但至少要做到玉潔冰清、守身如玉。這樣做，不是為你的父母或其他人，其實是為你自己好。有人比喻女孩子的貞操如一根火柴，只能點燃一次，所以該保留到結婚後，獻給愛你的丈夫（其實男的亦然，不可美其名「博愛」而亂來的）。

在此次事件中，我們看到始作俑者的陳姓男星如此亂來，卻沒有像那些女明星們受到那麼大的批評、指摘及受抵制。當然，某女星以「那時太天真太傻」這句話來帶過一切的錯失，沒想到適得其，受到更多的批評嘲笑，其玉女形象蕩然無存，徹底破壞，且被網友譏為虛假。更甚者，其以往的廣告商、代言全部拒絕再以她做代言人。若只為貪一時的享樂而付上如此大的代價，真可謂是「損失慘重，得不償失」。所以女孩們，請三思，千萬別為愛情沖昏了頭，迷失了方向，將來後悔已為時太晚了。

安全的距離

其實現時代，男孩、女孩交交朋友，原無可厚非；但應限於大家在一起討論課業，看看電影，大夥一起去郊遊，在團體活動中要保持一定的距離。當感情更進一步，二人常單獨在一起時，就要小心了，千萬要注意－－「保持距離，以策安全」。一切的親密舉止都要有個限度，並要理智，千萬別為愛情「勇敢」地獻上一切，該保留的還是要堅持，做個聰明理智的女孩。情到濃時，應勇敢地說“NO”，更能獲得男孩的尊重與珍惜，你說對嗎？

當然，我鼓勵年輕男女多參加教會的團契活動，按年齡可參加如少團、青團、初成。在教會團契裏，有牧者顧問們的教導聖經真理與人生哲理，有同輩契友們的友愛、關懷互動，有一些健康活潑生動的聚會節目，在主的「愛」中學習如何成長相處，將「愛」由自私的二人之「情愛」發揚為主耶穌基督對世人的「關愛」及捨身救人之「大愛」。並有一顆聖潔的身心靈，在言行舉止表現出一個年輕基督徒的誠實善良，聖潔公義，並積極正面的人生觀。充滿朝氣蓬勃，誰都想跟你做朋友，走到哪里都受歡迎，還怕找不到理想的另一半嗎？我相信神為你所預備的另一半，必是超乎你所想所求的。

還有，手機、電腦也要謹慎使用，它們本是幫助我們辦事快速的工具，千萬不要為了好奇或「眼目的情欲」而落入色情的陷阱，那會愈陷愈深無法自拔的。而且一顆善良清潔的心，也會慢慢受影響、污染，至終受到最大傷害的仍是你自己。聰明的女孩子對於不明的電話邀約或色情的電腦畫面也要勇敢地說“NO”。

其實我所說的，使徒保羅早在他的時代對女性有所教育：「我又願女人廉恥、自守，以正派衣裳為妝飾，不以編發、黃金珍珠，和貴價的衣裳為妝飾。只要善行，這與自稱是敬上帝的女人相宜。」（提前2：9－10）但願以此經文與年輕的女孩們共勉之！


資料來源：馬來西亞《衛理報》
http://www.gospelherald.com.hk/news/edi_437.htm

Elephant Paints Self Portrait

Well, if you BELIEVE... really almost everything is possible.

「心善則到處天堂」... 弟兄，天堂見...!

陶弟兄，今天之前我完全不認識你，但想不到一認識你的第一天，也是認識你的最後一天。

弟兄，知道你的消息，看過你的見證，實在是悲喜交雜，樂怒難分，既羨慕又妒忌。

悲 - 為你的離開而悲傷
喜 - 為你能早日與主同在而歡喜
樂 - 能於事工上被接天家實在是最大的福氣
怒 - 神啊! 為什麼?
羨慕 - 你可以為神付出你的生命
妒忌 - 你在這麼年輕神便不再讓你操勞，亦走得咁爽，唔駛痛

陶弟兄，你叫我想到我的前老板，同樣地，一下子就可以與神同在，真係好想步你地後塺。

弟兄，為你家人祈禱，希望他們能明白神的心意，不要太傷心，願神賜福他們。

好好戀愛?!

《好好戀愛》
主唱：王祖藍 / 彭家麗　
作曲 / 填詞：陳立怡　
編曲：John Laudon
© 音樂人製作有限公司 Music Man Productions Limited

(孩子)我的天父，可否讓我好好地談戀愛，
不再流淚，不再傷痛，不再聚合又要分開。
我的天父，我只想要安穩地找個人來愛，
請讓我知道那個人在不在。

(天父)我的孩子，難道你忘記了我就是愛，
學懂愛我，學懂愛你自己，你就懂好好戀愛。
我的孩子，何不嘗試安靜地慢慢去等待，
你就會知道那個人在不在。

(天父)你是否願意相信，每時每刻都在我手裏，
(孩子)願 意 相 信， 　　

(合)沒有事情是太早或是太遲。

(天父)願 意 相 信，
(孩子)愛我的主，我願意相信，萬事萬物都在祢手裏，

(天父)我教你順服，我的旨意。
(孩子)請教我順服，祢的旨意。

Coach: that's all you have done...!

Price had a great job Saturday. DON'T BLAME HIM...! He did what he suppose to do, and do it more than everyone expected. Stopping Briere break away late in third period is the best proved. But your poor defence match up just give another turn over which cost us the series. "We want our goaltenders to be better." Is that what you blaming for...? Listen to the fan at Bell Centre, they have their full support on Carey... Coach, how about you?

Come on Coach... tell me why the opposite team will get that many easy shot...?
Where is your coaching when the team need the most?
Don't put the team on the spot when YOU are not doing the job...!
Horrible match up against the most physical team in the league... totally mismatch.
One of the league best defencemen this year, Roman Hamrlik who is doing a great job for the season, +7, is -3 in this game.
Coach, you are making one of the best teams in the league look stupid. Can't find their best, but showing all the weakness during the series.
Then, when losing, blaming the youngest, speechless, helpless goalie in the game for not doing his job...?
Covering your own mistakes by taking down others...
That is absolutely not acceptable.

Coach, its time to take your own responsibility. Don't ask other to take your responsibility when you are not doing your job...!

Poor Carey

See, be sure you know what you are doing when finger pointing. Price is the reason for the fall? Come on... obviously its not. Its bad coaching that making the Canadaians falling behind 3-1 today.

Stupid coach always kill his own team. Instead of faith building, he chose to make things more complicated when he hinted the bench of Price the other day. That not only not building up the sliding team, but also hurting the dynamic in the locker room. Everyone is giving praise to Price the other day, and the next day, he is the one to be blamed. Come on, give me a break.

Clearly, today, the team cannot play as a team. 0-4 for power play. Two bad goals by Halak. And the worse of all, bad coaching -- poor discipline -- stupid penalty by Begin. It cost the team a game.

Well, an other example of

Bad decision by coach --> bad game by the players --> lost

Carey Price ... Me

"He is twenty years old, you can't forget about that"
This is the world, if they don't believe in you, they won't... even with good performance.

Yeah, when Huet was being trade, I remember I wrote here "How can Montreal go to the final with Price alone"? Even as stupid as me will ask that question. Once the move is make, the only thing what we can do is: support him as much as you can, build his confidence and forget what your doubt is.

But now, the fans, the media, the coach, the management is having all their pressure and critics on Price just because he lost back to back games to Philadephia. Come on, you know it from the beginning when the trade took place. And now, you are blaming him because "He is 20-years old"? If you don't believe in him, don't do/say anything seems like you are believing in him at the beginning. This sucks...!

Why everyone is forgetting that in the Boston series, he had been in that situation already... losing two in a row. What is the response from Price? Giving you a nice shut out on Game 7. Yes, Game 7, the most important game, life or death. He can survive in this life or death situation, why can't you believe that Price can carry you thru this time again...? Shame on you people...!

And, don't forget, there are also Montreal forwards and defences in the team. We win as a team and lose as a team. Not the goalie. This is the world. They never appreciate what you have done for them. They only make you look worse when you are down. Sigh...

Carey... I believe that you can do a great job and lead our Canadians to the best. Go Carey Go...!

沉思

盧雲的沉思

你依然在掙扎，希望看見自己的真相。那些清楚明白你的心、真誠愛護你的人告訴你：你是神的兒女；祂已經進入你的深處；並且你很多時候也將由神得來的，與其他人分享。當你聽到這些說話時，你視之為只不過是鼓勵的話。你並不相信這些人所記得一切就是他們親眼看見的。

你必需學像你這些真心朋友般看自己。若你一直對自己的真相視而不見，會繼續把自己比下去，覺得任何一個人都比你更好、更聖潔、更值得被愛。你仰視所有人，在他們裏面看見善良、美麗和愛，因為你不能在自己身上看見這些素質。結果，你開始依附其他人，而無法認識到你擁有自力更新所需的一切。

然而，你是無法勉強事情發生的。你沒可能把自己模造成其他人眼中的那個人。假如你某些部份依然剛愎自用，你便無法完全肯定你自己。你需要承認你在何處，確定那個地方。你必需願意在你的寂寞、你的缺憾、你未能完全的道成肉身中無懼地生活，且相信神會差遣某些人來，不斷向你展示你是誰這個真相。


宗仔的沉思

我依然在掙扎，不希望看見自己的真相。那些清楚明白我的心、真誠愛護我的人告訴我：你是神的兒女；祂已經進入你的深處；並且給予你最好的。當我聽到這些說話時，我視之為只不過是鼓勵的話。我並不相信這些人所看見的一切就是他們親眼看見的圖畫的全部。

可能我必需學像我這些真心朋友般看自己。若我一直對自己的真相堅持下去，會繼續讓自己比下去，覺得任何一個人都比我更好、更聖潔、更值得被愛。我身邊所有人，在他們眼裏面看見我的善良、美麗和愛，可是我卻不能在自己身上看見這些素質。結果，我開始不信任其他人，而更加無法明白到自己所需的一切。

然而，我是無法勉強事情發生的。我沒可能把自己模造成他眼中的那個人。假如他某些部份依然剛愎自用，他便更加無法完全肯定我自己。他需要承認我在何處，確定那個地方。我並不願意在寂寞、缺憾中生活，我固且相信神會差遣某些人來，不斷向他展示我是誰這個真相。


宗仔的祈禱

神啊！我要承認人家對我的批評，叫我明白我的真相。然而，神啊，求你也叫我能積極地覺得自己是比得上他人的。

世上之最

甚麼是世上最難捉摸的？
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沉默

等...真的會有結果嗎?

當我在看<白色巨塔>時，看到蘇怡華可以用十幾年的時間去等一個明知是在背叛他、另有男人的女人，最後比佢等到。而家先得十幾集，我唔知後面係點，起碼比佢等到。

我係到反思自己，為甚麼我會等一個只會我背叛他、而佢永遠等我的神的一個答案時我會咁辛苦。
一方面我會同神投訴，到現在我已經等佢一個答案等了七年，到而家都仲係得個等字。
但係另一方面，我又會去這樣想：神由我三歲懂性開始都等到我這個不肖子十五年才願意回頭是岸；再加多十幾年時間的艱辛教導，才等到這個忤逆仔可以出黎講幾句「神話」，為神的國度做個少少野。真係有些少慚愧，好對唔住呢個對我咁好的神。

唉... 等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等、等、唔等... 真係好掙扎...!

本來今朝想到這個時，話緊比自己聽，要對神有信心，不可辜負神對你的一番栽培。
但係下午就收到"THE EMAIL"... 唉...好唔開心。

唉...神啊! 「等」真係知易行難...!

Gym again...

After almost three months lack of exercise, I finally get back to exercise today. Although I am not yet fully recovered, and did not really do much except walking... Well, at least got some sweat out... :P

Its gone. Finally.

AFC Gospel Book House finally gone. Wednesday, it will change to a Chinese school.

What a change.

What a way to say goodbye.

What a sad mode.

You will always on my mind... you will always on my mind!

Blog Again

最近很少寫Blog。 其實唔係無事發生，只不過唔知點寫。

直到今天早上，聽到這首歌，好想分享。

特別是妳和你...！

名稱：鍾無艷
歌手：謝安琪
作曲：Christopher Chak
填詞：林夕
編曲：陳珀
監製：梁榮駿
(C) 2007 Cinepoly Records Co. Ltd.

其實我怕你總誇獎高估我堅忍
其實更怕你只懂得欣賞我品行
無人及我用字絕重拾了你信心
無人問我可甘心演這偉大 化身
其實我想間中崩潰脆弱如戀人
垂在你兩臂中低得不需要身份

無奈被你識穿這個念頭　得到好處的你　　
明示不想失去絕世好友

沒有得你的允許　我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去　彷彿冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的讚許　卻不配愛下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車 也是快樂著唏噓
彼此這麼了解
難怪註定似兄妹一對

其實我怕你的好感基於我修養
其實最怕你的私心窺准我體諒
無人問我寂寞盡頭何處去養傷
原來是我的心境高到變為 偶像
誰情願照耀著別人就如　月亮
為奴婢為你備飯奉茶是殘忍真相

無奈被你識穿這個念頭　得到好處的你　　
明示不想失去絕世好友

沒有得你的允許　我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去　彷彿冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的讚許　卻不配愛下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車 也是快樂著唏噓
彼此這麼了解

讓我決定我的快樂
那須得你的允許　我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去　彷彿冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的讚許　無需再說下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車 卻沒法撞入堡壘
彼此這麼了解　 難怪註定似兄妹一對

你的他怎允許　　結伴觀賞雪的淚
永不開封的汽水　讓我抱在懷內吻下去

Trust in Him

John 14:1
Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me.

There are a lot of things that trouble my heart lately. My car accident, my job, my relationship with people around me, my finance... etc. Seems like troubles just never end.

Today thru the scripture, God seems agreeing with me. "Yes, troubles will never end." But He added: "Just don't let all these troubles to disturb your heart. Believe is the word. Just believe in God; and believe also in Jesus Christ." If I believe, all things will not be troubled.

God, thank you for your encouragement, but I also need you to help me to keep on with this attitude.

Q&A

Last night, something happened. This made me very upset, unhappy and frustrated.

I asked God, why you put me in this position? As a pastor, I should have handled these situation very easy and sound. But why, while I am teaching others to do well, I am doing no good but towards negative on this matter? God, just bail me out from this. I want out.

During this morning drive to AFC, I am still questioning God. How long do you want me in this situation? At the same time, I would like to use my own method to solve it.

But God calm me down 15 minutes after. During AFC prayer meeting, songs came up and nothing but encouragement. Seems like God is answering me.

In His Time
Open Our Eyes Lord
You are my All in All

Sigh, yes, I am just not patience enough to understand and wait for His timing. I should have opened up my eyes, seeing how many grace God have already given to me. Why bother to worry about the difficulties I am having? Just remember that God is my all in all.

Lord, please give me strength...

昨晚，一些東西發生。這事令我十分不安，不快樂和受挫。

我問神，為什麼你把我放在這個處境之中？身為一個傳道人，理應我很懂我處理這些事情。但是為什麼，當我一方面教導年青人怎樣處理之時，我卻在這事之中陷入苦戰之內。神呀，救救我脫離這種困局。

在今天早上期間開車去 AFC之時，我還在向神詢問。你還想要我在這個處境中多久？ 同時我在想，不如用我的自己的方法去解決它。

但是神在15分鐘後把我帶回平靜。在AFC祈禱會之中，神好像以詩歌回答我、鼓勵我。神呀，對不起，我明白有一些事情是不能用我的心思去明白內裡的因由。可是，我卻根本沒有耐心去瞭解和等侯。我應該張開我的眼睛，看見神已經給了我多少的恩典，為什麼我還擔心我現有的困難和麻煩呢？我應謹記神才是我的所有。

神呀，求你賜給我力量去面對...!

電視劇對白隨想Share

電視劇對白隨想Share
2:03am Friday, Mar 14
今日睇電視劇聽到以下嘅對白，覺得幾有意思：

「我返咗幾日工已經咁攰，真唔敢想像上帝做人嘅時候有幾攰......人生係一齣齣戲，每個人都依住自己嘅劇本去做，直到最後一頁......上帝呢個多產嘅劇作家可謂創意無限，每個人都有一個唔同嘅劇本，最難得嘅係佢唔會重覆佢自己...」

嚴格嚟講，你可以挑剔中間有啲唔係最合乎神學思想，但係如果我哋寬容啲去睇，加少少感性，都可以有少少嘢諗吓嘅...

By Kitty Leung
Original Post: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=11825379923&id=620215836&ref=share

"賭場風雲"反省篇之真心

喬正初教玩Showhand時，不可讓人看穿你的底牌，勸張來富要從生活中學習這個道理。

我在想，作為一個基督徒，能否做到既對人真時，又可以不讓人看穿你的底牌??

Thanksgiving Day

First of all, I have to thank all of you who give me caring and encouragement after knowing of my accident today. Really appreciate.

Here is the accident this morning. I went to pick up my colleage for TCEMF (Toronto Ministrial Fellowship). When I drive out of her side street for less than 30 seconds, there was a car on the opposite lane missed the curve of the road and slipped while braking and slammed into the driver side of my car.

As you can see in the photos (click here), the driver's doors are badly damaged. Hopefully the middle pillar of the car is ok, otherwise... sigh...

Thanks to the Lord is that it did not hit my car split second earlier, otherwise, it may go deeper into the driver door and I might have been injured by then. Now, so fortunately that nobody in both cars are hurt. Praise the Lord.

Now my baby is in hospital and waiting for the doctor to see what exactly is happening to her and... sigh...

Well, God let it happens and there must be a reason for it.

Falling ... Failing

Sigh...

Blue Jays lost today.
Raptors lost today.
Maple Leafs lost today.
I lost today.

Seems like everything is losing today... :(

Choir sings Chinese Olympic Hymn at Dongyuan theater

Last word on Panama Mission Feb 08

Dear partners,

After a 12-hours journey, I was safely back to my home sweet home. Despite of a little bumpy landing in Newark airport, the rides are fine. Although it does not as horrible as in Germany, the turbulence did create some emotional-excited moments. Everyone clapped their hands when we landed. In addition to the safe leading in the first leg, it also brought me some inspiration from the movie "Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium”. You can see more about the movie by going http://www.magorium.com.

"Believe" is the word for the movie. You believe it or you don’t. It’s all your call for the magic. It will only be there if you believe in it. Just like the gifts of God for us to serve. “Believe” is the magic word. If you believe that God is giving you the gift to serve, just go ahead and serve, otherwise, you will just lose the chance to find that out yourself.

Well, I just experienced that on the second leg of my flight. I bump into the chance to speaking to “my neighbour” Ali, who is a Muslim from Pakistan, and a business man who immigrated to Toronto ten years ago. During our conversation, we discuss the “man named Jesus” in Christianity and Islam. I have the chance to better know about how Islam see about it. To be honest, I try to avoid speaking to him for the first few moments. But I am glad that I didn’t, as we finally not only exchange our religious views, but also the views of business. Thanks God for giving me the opportunity to hear more and know more.

Hereby I would like to give thanks to all the brothers and sisters in Panama who have helped me throughout this month. Thank you for your hospitality, and also your time to take me here and there. Also, thank you for your meals and sharing. Although I cannot have a concrete date of seeing you again, hopefully it won’t be too long.

Finally, but not least, I have to thank you all for your prayers. Without your prayer backup and encouragements, I don’t think I can quickly rebound from my sudden spiritual downfall during the trip. Of course, God is the one who’s leading the way, but He uses you to cast His blessing upon me. Thank you all. My dear Lord, thank you.

Please visit www.xteam.ca for my future updates.
May God bless you…

Your partner in Christ,
Kelvin

Better day

Thanks to the Lord because it is a good day Thursday...

Rev. and Mrs. Lu are with me in the visitation today. We visit two sisters whose family did not attend church for a while. Both of them is having a business and very difficult to attend church Sunday. However, one of them show interest in going to the "couple fellowship". Pray that they will attend the fellowship this sunday.

Then we visit a young guy who was once a Christian attending church. Now he is planning to buy a new business. May God bless him so that he can find a business which allows him to go to fellowship and worship on the weekend. He promises to go to the youth fellowship this Saturday.

After lunch we spend the afternoon visit the parents of a youth here. It is a very wonderful chat there. We even will go Chinese Tea this Saturday...! PTL...!

It is also a blessing that after the training tonight, we have an extended session. The reason is that during the session we found out that some of the youth here did not have a clear concept of some Bible regarding revelation. Thanks God to give us this opportunity to help them clarify. Although it make it a late night, its good. Lord, thank you.

Please pray for Friday as I will have breakfast with an uncle and then a chat with a youth. Also it will be a last training session and please keep praying for the strength of the youth so that they can keep digesting...

Thank you for your prayer.

God answering...

Is that God answering my prayer or its just coincidence?

I pray to God last night, and ask for support as I am feeling lonely and weak. One important thing in my prayer is I feel I am not doing well in listening to God and worry that I am getting wrong message from God and doing the wrong thing.

Immediately I received emails and fb messages of encouragement. Dear friends, thank you!

But, the most unbelievable thing happened this morning.

Before I get out of bed, I decided to have my desktop gadget scripture for my devotion. You know what, the scripture for today is from Luke 10:19

我已經給你們權柄可以踐踏蛇和蠍子，又勝過仇敵一切的能力，斷沒有什麼能害你們。
Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you.

This verse speaks directly into my heart. Almost without any thinking process, no interpretation, and does not need to worry if this voice is from God or not. It must be from God and God alone.

God, sometimes you really making me hate you while loving you at the same time. The speed of you answer to my prayer is just like that quick. Not even one moment for me to have an excuse to wandering around. And... your answer is just that precise.

Who should I afraid of? Satan? What I am doing now is being ordered from my almighty God. And what I am sharing is from nobody but is the word of God. Why should I worry? Why should I worry if I can fight the battle? God if you already given me the opportunity to share your word, and you giving me to authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, why should I still fear towards the power of my enemy?

If I believe that God is my protection, why do I afraid that Satan will hurt me? Psalm 18 suddenly comes up to my mind:

Psa 18:1-3 耶和華，我的力量啊，我愛你！耶和華是我的巖石，我的山寨，我的救主，我的神，我的磐石，我所投靠的。他是我的盾牌，是拯救我的角，是我的高臺。我要求告當讚美的耶和華；這樣我必從仇敵手中被救出來。
Psa 18:1-3 He said: I love you, O LORD, my strength. The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised, and I am saved from my enemies.

Dear Lord, Thankyou for your reconfirmation.

And you know what? I believe that its is not coincident. When I turn on facebook, todays daily verse just like ecohing my thoughts.

The first one is from Titus 1:7-9
監督既是神的管家，必須無可指責，不任性，不暴躁，不因酒滋事，不打人，不貪無義之財。樂意接待遠人，好善，莊重，公平，聖潔自持。堅守所教真實的道理，就能將純正的教訓勸化人，又能把爭辯的人駁倒了。
For an overseer, as God's steward, must be above reproach. He must not be arrogant or quick-tempered or a drunkard or violent or greedy for gain, but hospitable, a lover of good, self-controlled, upright, holy, and disciplined. He must hold firm to the trustworthy word as taught, so that he may be able to give instruction in sound doctrine and also to rebuke those who contradict it.

Here God seems like is reminding me that the only thing I should worry is that if I have the discipline that I should have as a God's steward. As long as I am firm on His Word and to give instruction on them with the correct doctrine, I am doing my job assigned by God. That will be more important than to worry about the power of Satan.

And the last but not least, the second Bible verse from Facebook is from Matthew 16:13-16

When Jesus came to the region of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, "Who do people say the Son of Man is?" They replied, "Some say John the Baptist; others say Elijah; and still others, Jeremiah or one of the prophets." "But what about you?" he asked. "Who do you say I am?" Simon Peter answered, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God."
耶穌到了該撒利亞腓立比的境內，就問門徒說：「人說我（有古卷沒有我字），人子是誰？」他們說：「有人說是施洗的約翰；有人說是以利亞；又有人說是耶利米或是先知裡的一位。」耶穌說：「你們說我是誰？」西門彼得回答說：「你是基督，是永生神的兒子。」

This is like a challenge to me from God. "Kelvin, do you really believe in me? Who do you think I am?" Yes, God, I believe in you and I believe that you are the Christ, Son of the Living God. Sorry God, I should not have hesitation, and please forgive me for the lack of faith in you. Dear Lord, thank you for your word and encouragement.

Dear friends and partners, please keep praying for me in this spiritual battle.

Prayer Request...!

After a night of quiet time and reflection, I am pretty sure that I can assume that all those unhappiness during this mission trip was due to my lack of confidence and faith in God.

Satan is using every bit of my lack of self-confidence to charge me, also using my emotions to create un-patience in my heart, and even using a little camera to create frustration within my mind...

So, please pray for me. As we are reaching the last two nights of training, and another sharing during saturday fellowship. I will also pay visitation to couple families and youth.

Please pray for my confident so that I won't be lack of confident. Also, please pray for my faith in God so that emotions won't kill my heart of spreading His gospel. In addition, please also pray for His protection so that all training and visitations will be used so that all brothers and sisters can be benefit from the experience.

God, please be with me...!

broken camera screen

Very not happy today...

My newly camera is not new anymore. Suddenly, with no idea why, the screen was without the upper half. I swear I have done nothing to it as it was always in my pocket. Sigh... What should I do now...?

My new baby... :(

Player isn't required to fix team's errors, this is up to the managers

Player isn't required to fix team's errors
Dave Perkins

Original post from TheStar.com article 306777

Once again, the lesson has been delivered to Toronto, if not learned.

The player's job, in any sport, is to play. The player's job is not to help manage the team or to massage payroll. That is up to the managers.

The Maple Leafs, operating as usual at full blunder, have handled the Mats Sundin question poorly from the start right through the finish that everyone – particularly Sundin – hopes arrived Sunday.

The Leafs didn't learn a single thing from history and Cliff Fletcher surely should have known better than to hang a class act like Sundin out to dry the way they did. This surely wouldn't have been Fletcher's intent, but it's the result.

Less than four years ago, the same thing happened with Carlos Delgado, when the still-newish general manager of the Blue Jays, J.P. Ricciardi, assumed that Delgado, making an unwieldy $18.5 million (U.S.) in the final year of his contract, would give up his rights to veto a trade to a contender, which the Jays surely were not.

Ricciardi probably made a mistake of inexperience, publicly heaping responsibility on Delgado to forgo his right to live up to his end of a contract negotiated in good faith. Ricciardi wanted Delgado to facilitate his own departure as the first step in remaking the Jays in a different and cheaper manner and assumed he would take the chance to seek a ring elsewhere.

Delgado, who did not appreciate being hung out like that, said no. The betting here is that Ricciardi, older and wiser, will handle things differently if the situation arises again with a megastar.

That said, Fletcher knows his way around the block. He shouldn't have made the same mistake, which is publicly setting up the long-time captain to take heat, much of it undeserved and most of it based on the fact that he happened to be born in Sweden.

Sundin was forced into a no-win position and Fletcher, who was brought here to hit a home run at today's trading deadline, now would be happy to bloop in a double somewhere.

It's typical of the Maple Leafs, though, isn't it? Other than making money, can they do anything right? (And even there, how many millions do they leave on the table every year now by constantly mismanaging the brand's chief asset.)

No doubt Fletcher walked into a tough spot by taking over an underperforming hockey team hamstrung by a number of no-trade clauses. It's fashionable to blame the departed John Ferguson Jr. for handing out those contracts, but Ferguson did so in every case with the board of directors approving and presumably endorsing each move with their collective hockey acumen.

Now, the common response is the opposite: Fletcher and his successor (the lucky fellow) are being encouraged to grant no more no-trade security to any future Leafs. This, then, all but assures Sundin's time in Toronto expires in 18 games. Last summer, after taking his time to reach a decision, he chose to sign a one-year contract with the no-trade clause. So how is it possible that he could sign another contract this summer without one? If he sought it at age 36, he'll need it at age 37 – and so on.

Sundin, a good soldier for this club, on and off the ice, for a long time, deserves to finish his Leafs career as gracefully as possible. The club negotiated and signed a contract – a contract it now needs to honour – without having a gun put to its head. Yet it turned around and put one ever so publicly to Sundin's.

NHL Trading Deadline Day

Disappointment...! That is the only word that I can think about when I see the transactions by Canadian teams on the last trading day. Not because of the lack of big trades... but its the non-sense and non-aggresiveness of the team movement in the eye of a stupid Canadian hockey fan.

Ottawa, is already the best of all adding another winger who know how to score. Vancouver, even with the lack of good forwards and penalty killer, giving up Matt Cooke for another Matt, Matt Pettinger who has only 7 points for the year.

Montreal Canadians, is making no sense at all... giving up Huet for what? A 2009 draft-pick (yes, not 2008, but 2009...!) Yes, he is at the end of the contract, but what we are losing? Don't tell me that we are hoping the match of Price-Halak can keep the pucks out of the net during the playoff runs and bring our Canadians to the Stanley Cup final. You must be kidding me. Even if Huet is not coming back, we only losing a goal-tender who those GM thinks only worth a 2nd round draft pick one year later. But now, we are losing the hope of going for the Cup... come on...!

My lovely Tronoto Maple Leafs. I do not have high expectations, or i should say i am having the biggest worry when Cliff Fletcher become our GM. Not to mention that we are only six points out of the last playoff spot with almost 20 games left, and we still have Sundin, Tucker, Tomas Kaberle, McCabe, and others who comes back with a healthy body, why do we have to be a seller and shipped away Gill and Kilger?

Let's look at Washington, who is only one point in front of our Leafs, see what have they done on the very same day? Adding Cristobal Huet, Sergei Fedorov, Matt Cooke and Alex Giroux almost without giving up anything, but some fourth-liners and a 2009 2nd-round draft pick.

Gill, we still have a year on him, and Kilger, who has the most improvement among all leafs in the past few years, should be something we need for the playoff run. Although we are getting some 2nd/3rd rounders coming up, but are we really ok to just looking into futre?

Are we already giving up our hopes or Cliff, you believe that we already have enough to go for a last run for the playoff...? Although I do not like the deals you have make before, but i still have hope that you know what is the best for the team. Cliff, hopefully you are making the right choice. Btw, Wade, welcome back next year...!

GO LEAFS GO...!!!

Peaceful Monday

After a "busy" Sunday, here is the peaceful Monday when I take the whole day rest and recharge with a nice meal at the seashore with Pastor Wilson. We also take a walk at the harbour front where the warm sea wind give me some refresh feelings.

















Tomorrow will start another series of training, may God bless the youth so that they won't be bored by me... :P

Memorable Sunday

This afternoon I attend the 6th Anniversary Service of Iglesia Evangelica China de Arraijan. It is something worth for celebration...! From nobody to almost 20 families in the church, it is not an easy job for the Panama workers. You can click here to see some pictures of it.

At night, I am very honor to be part of the birthday party. This is the first time I ever listen to Spanish karaoke. It was fun. Click here to share our memorable nite. If you have facebook, Click here to see some video clips.

I really appreciate the caring effort from the brothers and sisters here in Panama. This group was too busy serving in the church especially taking care of the youngster and they do not have a real fellowship for themselves. Their sacrifice is very honorable. Not only this, despite of the lack of time to gather around, they share deeply whenever they can group together. This kind of friendship is very precious. God, please protect them from the attack of Satan. May you bless them so that they can be friends forever...

Campamento Juvenil 2008 Photos

Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Opening
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Groups
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Main Message
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Talent Night
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Workshops
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Games and Activities
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Camp Fire 1
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Camp Fire 2
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Misc
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Closing 1
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Closing 2

Updates

Tonight will be the last nite of the week-long training. For the past few nights, I have been having training with the youth fellowship on retreats/camps. Please pray for them, as most of them do not have any experience on camps/retreats, and some of them will have their first try in organizing a camp for their national holiday in November.

Next week, they will be in another week of training (yes, another…!) in spiritual growth. It will be another tough week for them, as they will have a lot to digest from the month-long training. Please keep praying for them.

 

Total Eclipse of My Heart…!

On Wednesday night, it's a off-night for training. And… it's the only moon eclipse in three years, so of course, we will not miss this chance.

We enjoy the moon eclipse on the roof of the apartment, how wonderful the view is…

Click here to see other pictures of it…

During the eclipse, the only thing in my mind… the song "Total Eclipse of My Heart"

"Total Eclipse of the Heart" written by Jim Steinman

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

INSTRUMENTAL

Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround, Every now and then I know you'll never be the boy you always wanted to be
Turnaround, Every now then I know you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, Every now and then I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, Every now and then I know there's nothing any better and there's nothing that I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart


1982 Lost Boys Music

Campamento Juvenil 2008

This year Panama Summer Camp was wonderful. 115 youth attended the "Salvation-Color" filled campsite to enjoy their week and hopefully make changes in their lives. Our theme is 超越奧運. We used the five colors of salvation to decorate the whole campsite so that all the counsellors and leaders will have a hands-on material for gospel anytime, anywhere.

Thanks to the Lord, throughout the week, among the 46 non-Christians attending the camp, 35 of them converted. 46 youth willing to dedicate their life to God, while another 10 campers willing to serve God full-time if God's calling is upon them including 1 STM member. Praise the Lord…!

After the camp, more than 50 of the youth campers attend the church the following Sunday, with many of them are the first-timer. PTL…!

Please keep praying for the youth, as some of them are still in the search of God, while the others may not have the chance to attend church regularly. Also, please pray for the church leaders so that they have the time, resources and effort so that they can follow them up.

Photos

Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Opening
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Groups
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Main Message
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Talent Night
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Workshops
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Games and Activities
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Camp Fire 1
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Camp Fire 2
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Misc
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Closing 1
Campamento Juvenil 2008 - Closing 2

Camp Preparation

Finally we came to the last preparation for the camp. So many b/s stay together to have the final touch of registration, decoration, a/v and other stuffs...

Please pray for us as we have around 95 students going now. Please also pray for those helping out with the kitchen/food, as we have close to 140 people altogether in the camp, it will not be an easy job.

You can click here to see some of our prep work.

David City Mission

Mission Failed...!

Due to the wrong estimation to the number of people and fail to understand their situation, with the addition of language barrier, my mission to David City can be described as a total failure. Not only that the games I have was not able to entertain them, the mood seems to be ruined. Frankly saying, I think the interpretor has done a much better job to cover me up, thank you Shirley. However, despite the fact that I may have done a bad job this time, it is a big learning for me, but with a big cost to the church and the people there... :(

Retreat Photos

However, with the brotherly love of the b/s in David City, they comfort me by giving me two big entertainment instead: Swimming in the river and having lamb-chop hotpot...! God, thank you, I don't think I deserved.

Photos

Firstly, they bring me to a little river stream where the water is so clear that i can clearly see the fish at the bottom of the river... WOW...! With the cold water, it really relax my tiredness and enjoying the water bath a lot. Not to mention that they have a riverside BBQ with some tastful spicy susages. Wonderful...!

Then we have a 90 minutes ride up the hill and enjoy my first fresh lamb hotpot. It was fantastic...! The lamb really make you warmer... at least I don't feel the bus that cold when I ride back to Panama City... :P Brothers and sisters... thank you for your food and patience to forgive my mistakes...THANK YOU...!

Chinese New Year Fair

The first day of Panama I was fortunate to attend the Chinese New Year Fair of Panama. So many people there and surprisingly there are also half of the attendance are Panamanian...!

Click the picture to see the photos of the fair :P

They have the lion dance from China...
If you have facebook, click here to see the clip...!

and there is a car show for Chinese car...!

Click the picture for the album of the auto show.

After the fair, so glad that I was celebrating the end year with some brothers and sisters with a wonderful meal… I really mean wonderful… we have “Deep Sea Crab”… Yummy…!

Panama Mission Trip

Dear partners,

Thank you for your prayer support. Despite a 2-hour delay for my flight to Newark, I had a safe landing in Panama last night around 11pm. It’s a bit tired, but I have a long rest last night, thanks to the warm welcome by pastor Wilson. It will be a rest day for me today before heading to David City by midnite bus tonight.

Here is my schedule for my Panama trip, please keep me in your prayer.

My main activities:
1. Helping out with the Chinese New Year Evangelistic Meeting at David, Chiriqui
2. Sharing with youth/young career fellowship
3. Panama Summer Youth camp
4. Help the fellowship to set up and prepare for an upcoming Chinese camp
5. Help the first and second generation (PBC) in their Christian growing

Schedule

Wednesday, Feb 6th - Friday, Feb 8th - David, Chiriqui
Helping out with games and activities during the Chinese New Year Evangelistic Meeting
There will be around 90 people (adults, youth and children) in the one-day event. Please also pray for Rev. Michael Lau from Toronto as he will be the speaker for the meeting.
To save time, I will take the midnite bus Wednesday nite to David, and will take the 3am bus back to Panama Friday. Please pray for my safety

Saturday, Feb 9th - Youth Camp pre-meeting

Sunday, Feb 10th - Boat trip at 6 p.m
I will share during this four-hour boat trip. There will be around 30 to 40 youth, mainly from university fellowships.

Monday, February 11th to Friday, February 15th - Chinese Youth camp
My main role: Leading the games team which take care of all games and activities during the afternoon group time/free time, workshop speaker

THIRD WEEK: a 3-days workshop in helping the fellowship to set up and prepare for an upcoming Chinese camp

FORTH WEEK: another 3-days workshop in helping the first and second generation (PBC) in their Christian growing

Please keep visit www.xteam.ca for my brief updates.

Thank you for keeping me and the ministry I involve in your prayer. May God bless you too.

2008 Winterlicious + Dessert

Tonight I have a wonderful Winterlicious Dinner + Dessert Night with some brothers and sisters from my church.

Due to late booking, we almost can't find any place to go. Thanks to Enoch, we find the Arriba Restaurant which sits inside Rogers Centre / Renaissance Toronto Hotel Downtown. Well, at first I did not have high expectations. But it does go much more that I expect...! The food is good and the service is good too...! Wonderful...!

With a early dinner (we finish at 7), we decide not to waste the rest of our night. We went to have dessert at somewhere we seldom go. We choose the Demetre on Bloor West. Sigh, getting old la... as I make a mistake that it is on Lakeshore, thus we get lost and also touch down in Mississauga. Fortunately, a nice girl who works in Shoppers let us know that its not on Lakeshore but Bloor. Thank you...! Without her, we might not able to try those nice crapes and icecream.

You can click here to see our pictures... :P

The night was wonderful... Thank you guys..

Logan, the Sky Angel Cowboy

Wow... This is so inspirational...!!!

瞓身 - 高皓正

名稱：訓身
歌手：高皓正
作曲：謝國維
填詞：高皓正
編曲：謝國維
監製：舒文


情信要是會寄失 寄一百封都不會甜蜜
和我晚飯也吃得委屈 見得太多開始變質
所以不斷問自己 有沒有將最好盡力地捐贈給你
然而為你做到接近完美為何到頭來你在抱某個手臂

但求全身瞓下去 天真到無懼被連累
若想被愛 要先愛人 不惜去盡情被搾取
給你無條件愛下去 只須你仍舊 留我在身邊寄居
不怕一天多幾個情敵來臨被人殘害都始終不識趣

如要愛就要固執 或者撐得多一個回合
嫌棄我令我更加專一 或許你欣賞這美德
可笑的越是認真 我越覺得愛戀像末日一樣黑暗
然而未吻別過我就能繼續煩惱自尋 贊助你兩個的吻

但求全身瞓下去 天真到無懼被連累
若想被愛 要先愛人 不惜去盡情被搾取
給你無條件愛下去 只須你仍舊 留我在身邊寄居
不怕一天多幾個情敵來臨被人殘害都始終不識趣

全力去搏盡而誰替我領取

想繼續全身瞓下去 天生愛疲累才渴睡
甚麼是愛 到底愛誰 都只有別人被讚許
戀愛唯求給你樂趣 儘管太殘酷 無悔負擔這創舉
不怕一天多幾個情敵來臨被人遺下都不識得心碎
能娛樂過你 誰介意與你登不登對

Maple Leaf GM Ferguson fired

Finally, Maple Leaf fired their GM Ferguson.

"After full consideration of the Leafs' situation, it has become clear that change and a new direction is needed,'' stated MLSE President and CEO Richard Peddie at a press conference held at the Air Canada Centre Tuesday. "Regrettably, we did not win enough games to reach our goal, winning the Stanley Cup."

New direction? Wasn't that our direction is to win the Stanley Cup? Oops... sorry, that is our goal. Yes, direction is how to reach that goal.

Yes, we need new direction, not a new goal.

"Our ideal candidate will be a long-term builder and a short-term fixer who has an established track record of success on the ice," explained Peddie. "Along with experience and extensive knowledge in the areas of drafting and identifying talent in the professional, amateur and international ranks, this individual will be comfortable with the intense scrutiny within the Toronto hockey market and will work effectively with the media.

"He will have the full autonomy to lead this hockey club in the manner he feels is best," added Peddie.

Well, I really pray that he can really find (and better he finds) the right person in his mindset. Always, right person at the right position. Otherwise, everything is just another show, another myth, another lie in front of the camera, but no real things are on the ground.

Go Leafs Go...!

Reflect again

During Sunday cell group, we watch the movie "Evan Almighty". This is the fourth time for me to see this movie, everytime got me into some reflections and emotions.

In the movie, God ask Evan to built an ark in prepare for the flood coming up on Sept 22. Despite having to give up some of his dream job, Evan built an ark on time: Sept 22 midday. But on September 22, it comes with clear skies, and Evan loads the hundreds of animals onto the newly finished ark in front of live news crews and nearby citizens. Minutes pass with clear skies, so spectators start jeering at him. Dark clouds appear and rain starts pouring down. Evan tells everyone to board the ark but no one listens. The rain suddenly stops and everyone starts laughing at Evan. Even Joan, Evan's wife, tells Evan to leave the ark, but Evan refused.

The flood finally did come when the dam then breaks and the crowd witnesses the flood of water approaching. Panic overtakes everyone and they board the ark. The ark sails down the streets of Washington D.C. from the flooded water of the burst lake until it eventually lands touching the front of the Capitol. At the end, God reappears to Evan, telling him that the way to change the world is by doing one Act of Random Kindness ("ARK") at a time

Sometimes, I really don't know why God is asking me to do this and that, like Evan doesn't know about the reason for the ark. I just know that there is a day like Sept 22, that something will happen.

But when is the time for this day to come...?

TOUGH WAIT...!

Encouragement from God

A song during this morning worship inspire me today. Its a song of encouragement from God which represent my prayer.

求

我的主是你的教導:「儆醒禱告, 不要灰心。」
我的主, 是你的話語:「只需相信, 必可得到。」

也許今天不見動靜, 彷彿找不到一點跟蹤影,
教我心堅固, 完全相信, 神賜下的應許;

求告你的必不至失望, 尋找便必找得到;
求賜我信心, 開心中的眼, 讓我看那不可見的你。

心中的不安 ?!?!

This morning when I was driving in downtown, some emotions came out from my heart when I saw those street-sleepers.

Watching them having an afternoon nap after their lunch, I am asking God, why...? Why some people doing nothing, still having a more steady life than I do...?

I work and work, what have I done wrong...? Why I am still having a lower income than those who are sitting there and doing nothing but bu__ shi__ing... and claiming the fault on others but not themselves? Why they will have a better reputation then I have? Why people still think that they are doing a better job than I do?

God, should I change my style? I am stuck. I am no where.
Why? Honestly, I don't think I have that kind of spirituality that superior than others, but for sure I don't think I am that far with you... then why? Why you award them when high post and salary, and I am still working dead out there and having one small salary which not even able to pay for the enjoyment of having a family trip for Vanacouver during Christmas holiday...?!?!?!

Why...? God, I need the answer...

And as my thoughts still flying... God answer me. (This is always the part I lovely hated, as God always answer my prayer...!!!)

With my CD player playing the song 煙火 of 光良... I have to apologize to God.

是否還記得 一起看煙火 我在你眼裡 看到閃爍
冷冽的寒風 把你吹向我 抱你在我懷中 沒想太多

愛情裡的心動常常讓我難以去捉摸 付出感情太多 原來多情人 總被傷的最重

想起你的擁抱這感覺 短暫紀念 在你我之間 有時說變就變 就像煙火 下一秒消失不見
想起你的微笑這畫面 短暫紀念 放在心裡面 你說過的永遠 留在昨天 就當它是我最美的紀念

冷冽的寒風 把你吹向我 抱你在我懷中 沒想太多

愛情裡的心動常常讓我難以去捉摸 付出感情太多 原來多情人 總被傷的最重

想起你的擁抱這感覺 短暫紀念 在你我之間 有時說變就變 就像煙火 下一秒消失不見
想起你的微笑這畫面 短暫紀念 放在心裡面 你說過的永遠 留在昨天 就當它是我最美的紀念

我的心情今天已換了季 天邊出現彩虹
晴朗陽光灑在我的天空 閃爍
像是笑著告訴我 愛到最後是寬容

想起你的擁抱這感覺 短暫紀念 在你我之間 有時說變就變 就像煙火 下一秒消失不見
想起你的微笑這畫面 短暫紀念 放在心裡面 你說過的永遠 留在昨天 就當它是我最美的紀念
還有你陪我走過這一切 記憶中裡 那些微笑的臉

Seems like God is asking me... "Why you always try to compare yourselve with others...? Did I not giving you grace enough...?"

"You have a car, a family, a job... its already better than many of the people, some of them even wealthier than you. Don't you think you have a happier life than most of those you envy with...?"

"Don't you just enjoy the lovely relationship between you and me?"
"My lovely child, just don't leave me... you will enjoy the intimacy...!

Sigh, this is the fun part of being a Christian, who believe in God, you are not 阿Q, but you really can get the answer from God. God will always care about me, and give me the best I should have. Kelvin, just calm down, don't worry. Justice will always be in God's world.

GOD, THANK YOU...! YOU ARE SO LOVELY...! I LOVE YOU...!

不捨得你 不捨得你 仍需給你走

Bookhouse is closing out... finally... its really gone.

不捨得... 不捨得... 不捨 不得...

不捨得你　不捨得你　仍需給你走
恨我找不住痴情　不敢牽你手
不捨得你　不捨得你　為何開不了口
為著發覺　你夢中想要的　而我沒有

我明瞭　你不能留　縱使付出多少　也不回頭
我明瞭　你不能留　縱使付出多少　到底分手

共你別去　說聲珍重　再沒有可求
恨我找不住痴情　不敢牽你手
不捨得你　不捨得你　為何開不了口
為著發覺　我夢中想要的　已被帶走

不捨得你　不捨得你　仍需給你走

AFC Book House Closeout

Public Announcement from the Board of Directors
Ambassadors for Christ in Canada
(January 10, 2008)

For the past 30 years, the Gospel Book House has been a parallel ministry of Ambassadors For Christ in association with the student ministry. In recent years, while we have experienced the increasing need and rapid development on the side of student ministry, we also see that quite a number of Christian bookstores have been established, and have aptly filled the need for Chinese Christian literature in the Greater Toronto Area. The Board of Directors, after careful consideration, has decided to discontinue the operation of the Gospel Book House (effective March 1, 2008), for the purpose of directing the resources to the development of student ministry. The board would like to thank everyone for all their support and contributions to the Gospel Book House over all these years. A closeout clearance sale will begin immediately. For further information, please contact (416)494-7171 or visit AFC website www.afc-ca.org.

加拿大基督使者協會董事會通告
(2008年1月10日)

「加拿大基督使者協會」之福音書屋，服事眾教會已經超過三十年，其運作與學生福音事工平衡發展。惟近年學生福音事工之需要及發展激增，亦見本市有不少基督教書房相繼投入服務，屬靈書籍供應充足。有鑑及此，「使者」董事會經慎重考慮後，議決於2008年3月1日起，停止福音書屋之運作，而將「使者」資源集中於發展學生福音事工。在此感謝主內同道多年來對「福音書屋」之支持。書屋於即日起將進行結業清貨大減價。如有任何查詢，請致電(416)494-7171或瀏覽本會網頁www.afc-ca.org 。謹此敬告，祈為垂注。

AFC Gospel Book House Closeout Clearance Sale

All Bibles, Books & Audio Visual items 30% off
All Greeting Cards & Gift Items 40 % off
Discontinued Books $1.00 each
Selected items up to 60 % off
All sales are final, no return and exchange

使者福音書屋 結業清貨大減價

所有聖經 ，書籍及影音產品 7 折
所有禮品 6 折
斷版書籍 $1.00
其他貨品最低減至 4 折
所有貨品 不設退換

Heading to Panama

After weeks of wandering around... my mission plan to Panama finally be finalized.

I will be heading to Panama from Feb 5 to Mar 3.

My "four objectives" for this trip...
First week: Help to prepare the boat trip program and be the "messenger"
Second week: Panama Summer Youth camp
Third week: Help the fellowship to set up and prepare for an upcoming chinese camp
Forth: Help the second generation (PBC) in their christian growing

Please pray for me...

Thank you Tony...

Tony,
Really thank you for having a very successful cosmetic surgery on the head of my wife. The job was done wonderfully and I cannot ask more from you. You really help her to look great again... THANK YOU...!!!
Kelvin

Happy 2008...!

I am so happy because I have a wonderful start in the year of 2008. It starts fresh from the very first hour...!

Thank you for giving me such a memorable moment. You know who you are... THANK YOU...!

童夢 (衛蘭 + 光良)

光良&衛蘭 - 童夢


作曲：歐陽業鴻
填詞：林夕
編曲：陳台證

(J = janice M = 光良)

Ｊ：能有你 快活無可比
可把臂逛街 像遊盡天地
任何時候哪肯懷疑你
寧願不聽他人說是說非
Ｍ：除了你 沒別人可比
只需愛到底 難道天妒忌
任何容貌條件都喜歡你
其實相愛沒因由量你也不記起
Ｊ：別要欺騙我
Ｍ：流淚一滴亦已太多
Ｊ：重視我大可縱壞我
Ｍ：已片刻難離
Ｊ：一公分可算多
合：其實我未想知道誰在愛得多
Ｍ：願你相信我
Ｊ：明日怎樣無助
Ｍ：我也可
Ｊ：如平日大幾倍愛護我
Ｊ：如果 花開竟不結果
Ｍ：都不枉往日相處諧和
合：夢一同造過
Ｊ：別要欺騙我
Ｍ：流淚一滴亦已太多
Ｊ：重視我大可縱壞我
Ｍ：已片刻難離
Ｊ：一公分可算多
Ｍ：其實我未想知道誰在愛得多
Ｊ：憑著已相愛過
Ｊ：明日怎樣無助 你也可
Ｍ：(護花當然找我)
Ｊ：如平日大幾倍愛護我
Ｍ：(想得太多)
Ｊ：如果 花開竟不結果
合：都不枉往日相處諧和
合：夢一同造過
Ｊ：還太快信任情不死
Ｊ：只想逛逛街
Ｊ：遊盡天共地
M：就如童話從開始多麼美
合：期望日出身邊那位
合：最後還是你

去飛 (顏福偉 + 彭家麗)

去飛

主唱：顏福偉/彭家麗

作曲：馬永齡 填詞：簡寧 編曲：馬永齡 監製：馬永齡


　顏福偉：
幾多次愛戀　熱戀後
　　　 換來痛楚心碎
　　　 能在我背後　有誰
　　　 無論生死也相隨

　彭家麗：
幾多次失意　與苦惱
　　　 面前沒有去路
　　　 全是你教導　指引
　　　 叫我飛得高

　顏福偉：究竟天有幾高

　彭家麗：有幾高未怕高

　顏福偉：我也可全力飛　因你鼓舞

　彭家麗：發揮心中勇氣

　 合：尋覓我驕傲

　顏福偉：縱有寒流　關心是你

　彭家麗：身邊有你闖天地

　 合：不改不跌　不退不避　　　 拋開痛楚讓我又再度去飛　

顏福偉：有愛同行　知心是你

　彭家麗：寂寞夜亦也因你變得優美

　 合：世上難覓的福氣　　　 叫歲月美麗永不死　情不捨不棄

　彭家麗：這世途縱使黑暗

　顏福偉：這世情縱使冰冷

　 合：有你能讓我展翅　全力去飛

　顏福偉：縱有寒流　關心是你

　彭家麗：身邊有你闖天地

　 合：不改不跌　不退不避　　　 拋開痛楚讓我又再度去飛

　顏福偉：有愛同行　你我不捨棄

　彭家麗：寂寞夜亦也因你變得優美

　 合：世上難覓的福氣

　顏福偉：有愛是永不死

　彭家麗：讓我去飛

　顏福偉：有愛便有轉機

　彭家麗：不退避

　 合：這世上你令我鼓舞　一起去飛

心魔

唔知係唔係最近睇電視劇時太用心呢? 無論係「通天幹探」又或是「歲月風雲」，"心魔"好多時都令到人徘徊於對與錯之間。一念之差，可以令到一個人誤入迷茫之中，心生歹念，以小人之心去謀算他人。突然好怕再睇這些電視劇，真係唔想日日去煩邊D係好人，佢幾時係壞人，唉...!

Think about this...

Got this post from my Facebook wall... worth to take a while to read... :p

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Think about what you are reading ok. because it's the truth.

Why do we ((sleep)) in [[church]],
But stay ((awake)) through a [[2 hour movie]]?
Why is it so ((hard)) to talk about [[God]],
but so ((easy)) to [[Gossip]]?
Why are we so ((bored)) when we look at a [[Christian magazine]],
but find it ((easy)) to read [[Playboy]]?
Why is it so easy to ((ignore)) a [[Godly]] Facebook Wall Post,
Yet we ((repost)) the [[nasty]] ones?
Why are ((churches)) getting [[smaller]],
But ((bars and clubs)) are [[growing]]?
Think about it, are you going to repost this?
Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?
Would You Have Opened This if it Said.... Read This In Gods Name.

80 % of you wont repost this.

Jesus Christ said:
"If you deny me in front of your friends I will deny you in front of my father

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well... what do you think...?

My car....!!!

So unhappy today...

My car was being hit and run when I was having lunch...




Sigh... my money... gone... no Christmas gift for myself... :(

The worst is that:
The feeling is like your wife is being assault...!!!

Why.....................!?!?!?!?!

不好笑

不好笑
作曲:彭海銅 主唱:鄭中基 填詞:陳少琪

你好　請讓我以這信紙
用心寫出每件事　寫錯也是我心意
曾努力　我為你試過去測名字
命中相依太輕易　廝守一輩子　也可以

＊怎麼你平靜　一分鐘也不開聲
　靜止使我受驚
　然後似奪命　回答為何用笑聲

　wooh　不好笑　不欣賞我事小
　情若差半票　傾出心血　一顆心無懼結焦
　wooh　不好笑　是否恥笑　wooh yeah
　情話寫過了　心事萬重是比無幸福還重要
　你無謂見笑＊

你好　請別看了當廢紙
是否專心看電視　好過拼命去掩耳
曾努力　我甚至試過去改名字
為可祝福你今後　安康一輩子　也可以

REPEAT＊

wooh　不好笑　不欣賞我事小
情若差半票　傾出心血　一顆心無懼結焦
wooh　不好笑　是否恥笑　wooh yeah
如若眼睛濕了　心事萬重是比無幸福還重要

我寧願說了

Snowing...!!!

Yeah... its snowing...

Although a bit tough to drive thru the snow today... it brings the hope for skiing... yes...!

LOVE

What a coincident, last night when I opened up my facebook, the two verses from two different facebook app showing us almost the same thing... LOVE.

From the Daily Bible Verse
We love because he first loved us.
1 John 4:19

From TheChurch Daily Bible Verse
We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Romans 8:28

For the past few months, I am not happy. Feel down, I don't like this, don't like that. "More thanksgiving, Less complain" already wandering my mind since Boston trip. But still...

I think I am not loving enough. I should love more.
Love my parents more.
Love my friends more.
Love myself more.
Love God more.

Because God love me.
Dear Lord, thank you for loving me.
Dear Lord, thank you for letting me to love.
Father God, you already taught me how to love, but please, help me to love.
Thank you.

天灰

天灰

lovetanya/★↗ＦＲＥＥＤＯ

男孩的眼神直盯著那些女孩走了之後，所留下來的東西，男孩從沒想過女孩曾那麼用心的注視著他。

有關於女孩的事，男孩一直是到兩個禮拜前才完全知道，兩個禮拜前男孩收到由女孩母親寄來的信，上面寫滿了女孩給男還的話，還有一本日記本。

男孩打開了那本日記的第一頁，男孩的回憶也隨著日記本的開啟回到了中學的時代，那時女孩面上戴著口罩，一副因病而顯得疲憊的樣子，她低著頭，緩緩地在走廊上經過。男孩在一旁看著她，欲言又止的，這時，女孩的朋友上前來挽著她的手臂催她向前走，男孩就這樣看著她離開了。

2002年11月22日（陰）：「下午開始熱了起來，大家都去上體育課了，只剩下我一個人，心情有點灰……」女孩坐在空無一人的課室裡，提筆寫起日記。她只覺得，沒有人理會她，整個世界仿佛只有自己一人，而巳，她不知道，就在對面的課室，男孩也在空無一人的課室裡，拿著筆，凝視著她，畫起這個女孩的人像畫來。

提起照相機，女孩把學校的每一個角落也拍了照，她希望可以把回憶都停住在底片內……

在學校的醫療室內，女孩正躺臥著。護士替她注射點滴。女孩的眼角，流下了一滴淚，是因為身體很痛？還是心已經很疲憊了？

2002年12月2日（雨）：「365個打針吃藥的日子，甚麼時侯才會停止？」

男孩放了一瓶鮮奶在三樓宿舍的露台上，女孩弱不禁風慢慢的來到，眼前卻不見男孩的蹤跡。當她來到欄邊拿起溫暖的鮮奶瓶的時候，她低下頭，攝入眼底的是一副圖畫，是她自己的畫像……是男孩，他偷偷地用粉筆，在石地上留下了女孩的蹤跡……一陣暖意，湧上了女孩的心上……

2002年12月3日（陰）：「終於，無法再上課了……」女孩收拾好東西，步出了這個校園，鐵絲網的另一邊，男孩悲傷的遠送著她，他不敢走上前，因為他不知道女孩的心裡到底有沒有她，他可以做的，只有默默地目送著她離開……

生活依舊照常，男孩在籃球場上繼續與朋友一起活動，女孩偷偷的坐在遠處，用照相機把男孩的每一個神情也拍下。每一個眼神，每一個動作，女孩都努力地把它們留下來，因為她不知道，她還可以撐多久……

3年了，女孩已經離開了校園1095個日子。她的病情日益嚴重，女孩只能待在家裡，牆上貼滿的都是他的照片，她，從沒有忘記過他……

2005年四月三日（陰）：「今天在網上的討論區開了一個標題–「關於宋哲緯？」每打一個字，手總覺得是非常沉重，問自己，這樣做! 有用嗎？自己是想尋找這個人嗎？還是……只希望確定他的心意就夠了？」

2005年五月六日（雨）：「今天開的標題有人回覆了，心裡感到一陣憾動，是因為自己的堅持感動了上天嗎？看著一個個的留言，腦裡一片空白，坐在電腦前的自己只懂哭，眼淚就這樣崩潰地湧了出來……」

男孩想也沒想到，女孩曾用網路找他的下落，而且還有熱心的人士回答她的問題。

男孩看著日記的最後留下的網誌密碼和帳號，動了滑鼠，直盯著電腦的螢幕，然後開始打下女孩網誌的帳號與密碼，看著一篇篇女孩打下的文章，直到看到了最後一篇，吸引著男孩的注意，標題是「最後一天…再也無法」，點了下滑鼠，看到了內容

「我的病已經到了極限，最終我還是無法知道你的心意，

知道的只是，關於你最近的事，

我好想、好想知道你的心意，也好想回到中學時，

但‥已經來不及了。

我無法確定自己還能活多久，我只要知道你過的好就夠了。

再也無法繼續的喜歡著你。」

看完了最後一篇的網誌，男孩的眼淚，止不住的滴了下來，男孩用了自己的帳號和密碼，給了女孩一個回應。

「不管是哪時候，我都喜歡妳，我也想讓妳知道我的心意。」同時也在女孩的網誌，播放出了S H E 的『天灰』

《如果你不再出現　我的世界　還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間　讓我們試驗　什麼叫永遠
想念變成懷念　心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切　你最後屬於誰


我的天空今天有點灰　我的心是個落葉的季節
　我不知道如何度過今夜　所有的燈早已經全都熄滅
如果你從沒出現　我會不會　覺得快樂一些
可惜殘忍時間　總要把諾言　一點點摧毀》

聽著歌曲的同時，男孩移動了滑鼠，上了奇摩的知識﹢，用著顫抖的手一個字、一個注音、一個鍵盤的打著，「關於宋哲緯？」

看著一個個的留言，他的心情和女孩一樣，眼淚沒有停過，一直湧出來…

2005年11月28日，coca留：「我記得我有個國中同學，好像是叫宋哲緯吧！」

2005年11月29日，小安留：「他好像有繼續畫畫，後來畢業了，考上美術系。系上劇! 團的海報，都是找他幫忙畫的，我們跟他很熟呢，你想找他嗎？」

他也照樣的補上了他的留言。

2007年11月30日，宋哲緯留：『不管是落葉，不管是陰天，天灰永遠會變成晴天，你在找我嗎?』知識﹢的回答，多了男孩的回應。

男孩看著牆上的那幅他畫她的畫像，男孩合上女孩的日記本，卻在那一瞬間男孩注意到寫在日記最後的右下方的一段話

2005年11月30日︰

天灰的歌詞裡，有一段寫著

『如果你不再出現　我的世界　還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間　讓我們試驗　什麼叫永遠』
時間的催促，讓我們沒時間去試驗　什麼叫永遠，是這樣嗎？
今天是我的生日，你記得嗎？

在前一天，有人回應了我的問題，我想這就是我最好的禮物了。


我一直‥都喜歡著你。
Jenny筆 11．30

男孩突然想起今天是女孩的生日，拿起外套與另一張女孩的畫像，走出門，打算去為她上香、順便看看她。

男孩走到了墳墓前對女還說︰「這是妳最喜歡的楓葉，還有我畫的畫，這些都是我送妳的生日禮物，雖然遲了些…但我想妳會接受，也會很珍惜的，還有謝謝妳曾那麼喜歡我。」

男孩說完，突然吹起了一陣風，把楓葉和畫像一起吹走，這陣風，彷彿是女孩對男孩所講的話做的回應，也像是接受了，男孩所送的禮物。

那陣風，很輕，很柔，似乎在訴說著︰謝謝。

男孩看著女孩所留下的日記與照片，日記再也沒有女孩的字跡；學校的山頭也沒有了女孩的蹤影。女孩微笑的神情停留在男孩手握的照片中，她的笑容，依靠是那樣的溫婉。男孩的手輕輕滑過女孩照片上冰冷的長髮，彷佛女孩從沒離開過，現在可以懷念女孩的，就只有這個辦法吧……


(節錄自優秀文學網)

Happy... Not Happy

Happy today, as I can safely arrive home... :)
Not happy, as my luggages were all rip off inside out by the US security... they took out my sample size samples by the airlines whick i carried around for the whole trip. Pass though all the check point, but not the last one... They also broke the luggage lock of one of two checked bags... They unpack the the other checked bag, rearranged but badly repacked, my cleansing form were leaked, making all the stuff dirty, luckly can clean...:(

Happy, got back home and finally can enjoy my TV... :)
Not happy, all the last few weeks recordings were mistakenly recorded as SAP and not Cantonese... :(

Happy, seeing all my brothers and sisters... :)
Not happy, knowing some of them are now in difficulties... :(

Happy, back home... :)
Not happy, home alone... :(

Pictures from Boston

Boston Oct 22 - Manchester-by-the-Sea







Boston Oct 22 - East Glouster - Stage Fort Park






Boston Oct 22 - East Glouster - Inner Harbour






Boston Oct 22 - Boston Downtown







Boston - Oct 23 - New England Aquarium







Boston - Oct 23 - Rockport

Boston Trip Oct 20

My photo albums for today

Sightseeing
Quincy Market
Pumpkin Festival

HK -> Boston

24 hours in flight and airport really mean something: TIRED.

Everything goes ok, until arriving at Chicago. The flight to Boston was delayed, but even after boarding, another 1.5 hours. Finally we arrive in Boston at midnight, and get the car rental, arriving at Hong's about 1:30...

Thank you Hong...

HK Trip Oct 18

My very last day in HK, a busy day.

In the morning I pay a visit to Disneyland, oops… it should be the garden leading you to Disneyland. Yup…that’s good enough for me…
In the afternoon, having lunch with a student that went back to HK this school term.



As I am in Mongkok, so I am also picking up souvenirs that I bought for friends and good friends. Don’t worry friends, you will know what I am talking about when you have it.

Rushing to Chai Wan for a long-time friend, my used-to-be prayer partner… without him, I am sure I won’t be a servant of God now… He just came out for a drink and seeing each other for a short while. Raymond, thank you.
Making me the worst of the day is that I thought that the dinner tonight was at 8 before my student called. I was window shopping at Elements at the time… I rush there and I am glad that I rush there as the buffet was wonderful… thank you Pinky and your family…



Late night, I spent the last night with a friend who need a lot of support in HK...
and I do so by making her spending the night in Mongkok with a WHITE ball dress...
I feel sorry about her... but really appreciate the time we spend in HK last two weeks... thank you...! So, remember, when you feel lonely, there will always be friends, and of course I am one of them, in Canada who always support you... so, be strong....

HK Trip Oct 17

今天不是十分開心...又或者應該話我今日的心情有好多起起跌跌，有開心，也有唔開心。。。有好多感觸...
下午，同QQ出去吃大家樂，好滋味，好開心...



然後，我去到九龍公園去咗睇學界游泳錦標賽，叫做去支持吓Ｄ小師弟。雖然我們只係全場第二，但係見到佢地個School Spirit，就十分開心，起碼一班師弟總算記得我地St. Joesph’s 的團結精神，將Ｄ自以為好勁的人教訓一吓，真開心，好感動。

晚上，本來同個朋友出去吃飯，但係佢公司好忙，佢完全出唔到嚟，唔係幾開心。不過，之後同咗一班以前基石的弟兄姊妹出咗去食飯同飲嘢，幾開心，因為真係無見佢地好耐。



我今日其實有Ｄ唏噓。點解？我都唔係好知。當我在尖東等我朋友的時候，我要去找東西吃。都唔知道係我在多倫多吃得太多，還是我個人真係無主見，我竟然係唔知道食甚麼好。然後我又見到人家一對對咁係尖東海旁，我自己就一個人做海明威的師弟，企住係到拍「青年與海」...

呢個時候，我就係到想，究竟係我真係唔知自己要甚麼，定係我真係好似這個香港之行Ｄ人話我嘅揀擇？唔知呢…我又唔覺我在揀，好似係人地揀我多Ｄ！好似我揀食甚麼一樣，係人都知我食甚麼都可以，咁點解我又揀唔到？我只係想要一Ｄ食咗之後會開心Ｄ的野食，咁都有錯？到最後，揀來揀去，都係揀番一開始就想食嗰間。唉！仲要去到最後都食唔到…！神啊，究竟我要等到幾時先可以揀到我又想要，佢又想揀我嘅呢？

唉…真係百般知味在心頭…！

HK Trip Oct 16

Lunch time, Stanley brings me to eat Mos Burger, good experience...!



At night, I have dinner with my former aquatics team member. We share about our memories of the oldies... Although its already in the past, it's one of the best moments in my life...!

HK Trip Oct 15

This morning I have an interview with an online radio show 葡萄樹傳媒. The interview take place at the store of a friend of mine. Wow, this store is crazy, everything is unique – everything is one of a kind…! And the price is good…! A hand-make one-of-a-kind T-shirt for only $200-300. Wanna pay a visit, check out here: http://tadpolestudio.com.hk/

I then have lunch with a long-time friend Jeffrey, an Zion Noiz member. Reconized him...?



Dinner with some returned Canadian friends, Shirley and Joanne. Yummy...




And finally I meet some TCCF alumni for a drink... Guys, really wanna to thankyou for giving me such a good time...