童夢 (衛蘭 + 光良)

光良&衛蘭 - 童夢


作曲：歐陽業鴻
填詞：林夕
編曲：陳台證

(J = janice M = 光良)

Ｊ：能有你 快活無可比
可把臂逛街 像遊盡天地
任何時候哪肯懷疑你
寧願不聽他人說是說非
Ｍ：除了你 沒別人可比
只需愛到底 難道天妒忌
任何容貌條件都喜歡你
其實相愛沒因由量你也不記起
Ｊ：別要欺騙我
Ｍ：流淚一滴亦已太多
Ｊ：重視我大可縱壞我
Ｍ：已片刻難離
Ｊ：一公分可算多
合：其實我未想知道誰在愛得多
Ｍ：願你相信我
Ｊ：明日怎樣無助
Ｍ：我也可
Ｊ：如平日大幾倍愛護我
Ｊ：如果 花開竟不結果
Ｍ：都不枉往日相處諧和
合：夢一同造過
Ｊ：別要欺騙我
Ｍ：流淚一滴亦已太多
Ｊ：重視我大可縱壞我
Ｍ：已片刻難離
Ｊ：一公分可算多
Ｍ：其實我未想知道誰在愛得多
Ｊ：憑著已相愛過
Ｊ：明日怎樣無助 你也可
Ｍ：(護花當然找我)
Ｊ：如平日大幾倍愛護我
Ｍ：(想得太多)
Ｊ：如果 花開竟不結果
合：都不枉往日相處諧和
合：夢一同造過
Ｊ：還太快信任情不死
Ｊ：只想逛逛街
Ｊ：遊盡天共地
M：就如童話從開始多麼美
合：期望日出身邊那位
合：最後還是你

去飛 (顏福偉 + 彭家麗)

去飛

主唱：顏福偉/彭家麗

作曲：馬永齡 填詞：簡寧 編曲：馬永齡 監製：馬永齡


　顏福偉：
幾多次愛戀　熱戀後
　　　 換來痛楚心碎
　　　 能在我背後　有誰
　　　 無論生死也相隨

　彭家麗：
幾多次失意　與苦惱
　　　 面前沒有去路
　　　 全是你教導　指引
　　　 叫我飛得高

　顏福偉：究竟天有幾高

　彭家麗：有幾高未怕高

　顏福偉：我也可全力飛　因你鼓舞

　彭家麗：發揮心中勇氣

　 合：尋覓我驕傲

　顏福偉：縱有寒流　關心是你

　彭家麗：身邊有你闖天地

　 合：不改不跌　不退不避　　　 拋開痛楚讓我又再度去飛　

顏福偉：有愛同行　知心是你

　彭家麗：寂寞夜亦也因你變得優美

　 合：世上難覓的福氣　　　 叫歲月美麗永不死　情不捨不棄

　彭家麗：這世途縱使黑暗

　顏福偉：這世情縱使冰冷

　 合：有你能讓我展翅　全力去飛

　顏福偉：縱有寒流　關心是你

　彭家麗：身邊有你闖天地

　 合：不改不跌　不退不避　　　 拋開痛楚讓我又再度去飛

　顏福偉：有愛同行　你我不捨棄

　彭家麗：寂寞夜亦也因你變得優美

　 合：世上難覓的福氣

　顏福偉：有愛是永不死

　彭家麗：讓我去飛

　顏福偉：有愛便有轉機

　彭家麗：不退避

　 合：這世上你令我鼓舞　一起去飛

心魔

唔知係唔係最近睇電視劇時太用心呢? 無論係「通天幹探」又或是「歲月風雲」，"心魔"好多時都令到人徘徊於對與錯之間。一念之差，可以令到一個人誤入迷茫之中，心生歹念，以小人之心去謀算他人。突然好怕再睇這些電視劇，真係唔想日日去煩邊D係好人，佢幾時係壞人，唉...!

Think about this...

Got this post from my Facebook wall... worth to take a while to read... :p

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Think about what you are reading ok. because it's the truth.

Why do we ((sleep)) in [[church]],
But stay ((awake)) through a [[2 hour movie]]?
Why is it so ((hard)) to talk about [[God]],
but so ((easy)) to [[Gossip]]?
Why are we so ((bored)) when we look at a [[Christian magazine]],
but find it ((easy)) to read [[Playboy]]?
Why is it so easy to ((ignore)) a [[Godly]] Facebook Wall Post,
Yet we ((repost)) the [[nasty]] ones?
Why are ((churches)) getting [[smaller]],
But ((bars and clubs)) are [[growing]]?
Think about it, are you going to repost this?
Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?
Would You Have Opened This if it Said.... Read This In Gods Name.

80 % of you wont repost this.

Jesus Christ said:
"If you deny me in front of your friends I will deny you in front of my father

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well... what do you think...?

My car....!!!

So unhappy today...

My car was being hit and run when I was having lunch...




Sigh... my money... gone... no Christmas gift for myself... :(

The worst is that:
The feeling is like your wife is being assault...!!!

Why.....................!?!?!?!?!

不好笑

不好笑
作曲:彭海銅 主唱:鄭中基 填詞:陳少琪

你好　請讓我以這信紙
用心寫出每件事　寫錯也是我心意
曾努力　我為你試過去測名字
命中相依太輕易　廝守一輩子　也可以

＊怎麼你平靜　一分鐘也不開聲
　靜止使我受驚
　然後似奪命　回答為何用笑聲

　wooh　不好笑　不欣賞我事小
　情若差半票　傾出心血　一顆心無懼結焦
　wooh　不好笑　是否恥笑　wooh yeah
　情話寫過了　心事萬重是比無幸福還重要
　你無謂見笑＊

你好　請別看了當廢紙
是否專心看電視　好過拼命去掩耳
曾努力　我甚至試過去改名字
為可祝福你今後　安康一輩子　也可以

REPEAT＊

wooh　不好笑　不欣賞我事小
情若差半票　傾出心血　一顆心無懼結焦
wooh　不好笑　是否恥笑　wooh yeah
如若眼睛濕了　心事萬重是比無幸福還重要

我寧願說了

Snowing...!!!

Yeah... its snowing...

Although a bit tough to drive thru the snow today... it brings the hope for skiing... yes...!

LOVE

What a coincident, last night when I opened up my facebook, the two verses from two different facebook app showing us almost the same thing... LOVE.

From the Daily Bible Verse
We love because he first loved us.
1 John 4:19

From TheChurch Daily Bible Verse
We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Romans 8:28

For the past few months, I am not happy. Feel down, I don't like this, don't like that. "More thanksgiving, Less complain" already wandering my mind since Boston trip. But still...

I think I am not loving enough. I should love more.
Love my parents more.
Love my friends more.
Love myself more.
Love God more.

Because God love me.
Dear Lord, thank you for loving me.
Dear Lord, thank you for letting me to love.
Father God, you already taught me how to love, but please, help me to love.
Thank you.

天灰

天灰

lovetanya/★↗ＦＲＥＥＤＯ

男孩的眼神直盯著那些女孩走了之後，所留下來的東西，男孩從沒想過女孩曾那麼用心的注視著他。

有關於女孩的事，男孩一直是到兩個禮拜前才完全知道，兩個禮拜前男孩收到由女孩母親寄來的信，上面寫滿了女孩給男還的話，還有一本日記本。

男孩打開了那本日記的第一頁，男孩的回憶也隨著日記本的開啟回到了中學的時代，那時女孩面上戴著口罩，一副因病而顯得疲憊的樣子，她低著頭，緩緩地在走廊上經過。男孩在一旁看著她，欲言又止的，這時，女孩的朋友上前來挽著她的手臂催她向前走，男孩就這樣看著她離開了。

2002年11月22日（陰）：「下午開始熱了起來，大家都去上體育課了，只剩下我一個人，心情有點灰……」女孩坐在空無一人的課室裡，提筆寫起日記。她只覺得，沒有人理會她，整個世界仿佛只有自己一人，而巳，她不知道，就在對面的課室，男孩也在空無一人的課室裡，拿著筆，凝視著她，畫起這個女孩的人像畫來。

提起照相機，女孩把學校的每一個角落也拍了照，她希望可以把回憶都停住在底片內……

在學校的醫療室內，女孩正躺臥著。護士替她注射點滴。女孩的眼角，流下了一滴淚，是因為身體很痛？還是心已經很疲憊了？

2002年12月2日（雨）：「365個打針吃藥的日子，甚麼時侯才會停止？」

男孩放了一瓶鮮奶在三樓宿舍的露台上，女孩弱不禁風慢慢的來到，眼前卻不見男孩的蹤跡。當她來到欄邊拿起溫暖的鮮奶瓶的時候，她低下頭，攝入眼底的是一副圖畫，是她自己的畫像……是男孩，他偷偷地用粉筆，在石地上留下了女孩的蹤跡……一陣暖意，湧上了女孩的心上……

2002年12月3日（陰）：「終於，無法再上課了……」女孩收拾好東西，步出了這個校園，鐵絲網的另一邊，男孩悲傷的遠送著她，他不敢走上前，因為他不知道女孩的心裡到底有沒有她，他可以做的，只有默默地目送著她離開……

生活依舊照常，男孩在籃球場上繼續與朋友一起活動，女孩偷偷的坐在遠處，用照相機把男孩的每一個神情也拍下。每一個眼神，每一個動作，女孩都努力地把它們留下來，因為她不知道，她還可以撐多久……

3年了，女孩已經離開了校園1095個日子。她的病情日益嚴重，女孩只能待在家裡，牆上貼滿的都是他的照片，她，從沒有忘記過他……

2005年四月三日（陰）：「今天在網上的討論區開了一個標題–「關於宋哲緯？」每打一個字，手總覺得是非常沉重，問自己，這樣做! 有用嗎？自己是想尋找這個人嗎？還是……只希望確定他的心意就夠了？」

2005年五月六日（雨）：「今天開的標題有人回覆了，心裡感到一陣憾動，是因為自己的堅持感動了上天嗎？看著一個個的留言，腦裡一片空白，坐在電腦前的自己只懂哭，眼淚就這樣崩潰地湧了出來……」

男孩想也沒想到，女孩曾用網路找他的下落，而且還有熱心的人士回答她的問題。

男孩看著日記的最後留下的網誌密碼和帳號，動了滑鼠，直盯著電腦的螢幕，然後開始打下女孩網誌的帳號與密碼，看著一篇篇女孩打下的文章，直到看到了最後一篇，吸引著男孩的注意，標題是「最後一天…再也無法」，點了下滑鼠，看到了內容

「我的病已經到了極限，最終我還是無法知道你的心意，

知道的只是，關於你最近的事，

我好想、好想知道你的心意，也好想回到中學時，

但‥已經來不及了。

我無法確定自己還能活多久，我只要知道你過的好就夠了。

再也無法繼續的喜歡著你。」

看完了最後一篇的網誌，男孩的眼淚，止不住的滴了下來，男孩用了自己的帳號和密碼，給了女孩一個回應。

「不管是哪時候，我都喜歡妳，我也想讓妳知道我的心意。」同時也在女孩的網誌，播放出了S H E 的『天灰』

《如果你不再出現　我的世界　還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間　讓我們試驗　什麼叫永遠
想念變成懷念　心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切　你最後屬於誰


我的天空今天有點灰　我的心是個落葉的季節
　我不知道如何度過今夜　所有的燈早已經全都熄滅
如果你從沒出現　我會不會　覺得快樂一些
可惜殘忍時間　總要把諾言　一點點摧毀》

聽著歌曲的同時，男孩移動了滑鼠，上了奇摩的知識﹢，用著顫抖的手一個字、一個注音、一個鍵盤的打著，「關於宋哲緯？」

看著一個個的留言，他的心情和女孩一樣，眼淚沒有停過，一直湧出來…

2005年11月28日，coca留：「我記得我有個國中同學，好像是叫宋哲緯吧！」

2005年11月29日，小安留：「他好像有繼續畫畫，後來畢業了，考上美術系。系上劇! 團的海報，都是找他幫忙畫的，我們跟他很熟呢，你想找他嗎？」

他也照樣的補上了他的留言。

2007年11月30日，宋哲緯留：『不管是落葉，不管是陰天，天灰永遠會變成晴天，你在找我嗎?』知識﹢的回答，多了男孩的回應。

男孩看著牆上的那幅他畫她的畫像，男孩合上女孩的日記本，卻在那一瞬間男孩注意到寫在日記最後的右下方的一段話

2005年11月30日︰

天灰的歌詞裡，有一段寫著

『如果你不再出現　我的世界　還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間　讓我們試驗　什麼叫永遠』
時間的催促，讓我們沒時間去試驗　什麼叫永遠，是這樣嗎？
今天是我的生日，你記得嗎？

在前一天，有人回應了我的問題，我想這就是我最好的禮物了。


我一直‥都喜歡著你。
Jenny筆 11．30

男孩突然想起今天是女孩的生日，拿起外套與另一張女孩的畫像，走出門，打算去為她上香、順便看看她。

男孩走到了墳墓前對女還說︰「這是妳最喜歡的楓葉，還有我畫的畫，這些都是我送妳的生日禮物，雖然遲了些…但我想妳會接受，也會很珍惜的，還有謝謝妳曾那麼喜歡我。」

男孩說完，突然吹起了一陣風，把楓葉和畫像一起吹走，這陣風，彷彿是女孩對男孩所講的話做的回應，也像是接受了，男孩所送的禮物。

那陣風，很輕，很柔，似乎在訴說著︰謝謝。

男孩看著女孩所留下的日記與照片，日記再也沒有女孩的字跡；學校的山頭也沒有了女孩的蹤影。女孩微笑的神情停留在男孩手握的照片中，她的笑容，依靠是那樣的溫婉。男孩的手輕輕滑過女孩照片上冰冷的長髮，彷佛女孩從沒離開過，現在可以懷念女孩的，就只有這個辦法吧……


(節錄自優秀文學網)

Happy... Not Happy

Happy today, as I can safely arrive home... :)
Not happy, as my luggages were all rip off inside out by the US security... they took out my sample size samples by the airlines whick i carried around for the whole trip. Pass though all the check point, but not the last one... They also broke the luggage lock of one of two checked bags... They unpack the the other checked bag, rearranged but badly repacked, my cleansing form were leaked, making all the stuff dirty, luckly can clean...:(

Happy, got back home and finally can enjoy my TV... :)
Not happy, all the last few weeks recordings were mistakenly recorded as SAP and not Cantonese... :(

Happy, seeing all my brothers and sisters... :)
Not happy, knowing some of them are now in difficulties... :(

Happy, back home... :)
Not happy, home alone... :(

Pictures from Boston

Boston Oct 22 - Manchester-by-the-Sea







Boston Oct 22 - East Glouster - Stage Fort Park






Boston Oct 22 - East Glouster - Inner Harbour






Boston Oct 22 - Boston Downtown







Boston - Oct 23 - New England Aquarium







Boston - Oct 23 - Rockport

Boston Trip Oct 20

My photo albums for today

Sightseeing
Quincy Market
Pumpkin Festival

HK -> Boston

24 hours in flight and airport really mean something: TIRED.

Everything goes ok, until arriving at Chicago. The flight to Boston was delayed, but even after boarding, another 1.5 hours. Finally we arrive in Boston at midnight, and get the car rental, arriving at Hong's about 1:30...

Thank you Hong...

HK Trip Oct 18

My very last day in HK, a busy day.

In the morning I pay a visit to Disneyland, oops… it should be the garden leading you to Disneyland. Yup…that’s good enough for me…
In the afternoon, having lunch with a student that went back to HK this school term.



As I am in Mongkok, so I am also picking up souvenirs that I bought for friends and good friends. Don’t worry friends, you will know what I am talking about when you have it.

Rushing to Chai Wan for a long-time friend, my used-to-be prayer partner… without him, I am sure I won’t be a servant of God now… He just came out for a drink and seeing each other for a short while. Raymond, thank you.
Making me the worst of the day is that I thought that the dinner tonight was at 8 before my student called. I was window shopping at Elements at the time… I rush there and I am glad that I rush there as the buffet was wonderful… thank you Pinky and your family…



Late night, I spent the last night with a friend who need a lot of support in HK...
and I do so by making her spending the night in Mongkok with a WHITE ball dress...
I feel sorry about her... but really appreciate the time we spend in HK last two weeks... thank you...! So, remember, when you feel lonely, there will always be friends, and of course I am one of them, in Canada who always support you... so, be strong....

HK Trip Oct 17

今天不是十分開心...又或者應該話我今日的心情有好多起起跌跌，有開心，也有唔開心。。。有好多感觸...
下午，同QQ出去吃大家樂，好滋味，好開心...



然後，我去到九龍公園去咗睇學界游泳錦標賽，叫做去支持吓Ｄ小師弟。雖然我們只係全場第二，但係見到佢地個School Spirit，就十分開心，起碼一班師弟總算記得我地St. Joesph’s 的團結精神，將Ｄ自以為好勁的人教訓一吓，真開心，好感動。

晚上，本來同個朋友出去吃飯，但係佢公司好忙，佢完全出唔到嚟，唔係幾開心。不過，之後同咗一班以前基石的弟兄姊妹出咗去食飯同飲嘢，幾開心，因為真係無見佢地好耐。



我今日其實有Ｄ唏噓。點解？我都唔係好知。當我在尖東等我朋友的時候，我要去找東西吃。都唔知道係我在多倫多吃得太多，還是我個人真係無主見，我竟然係唔知道食甚麼好。然後我又見到人家一對對咁係尖東海旁，我自己就一個人做海明威的師弟，企住係到拍「青年與海」...

呢個時候，我就係到想，究竟係我真係唔知自己要甚麼，定係我真係好似這個香港之行Ｄ人話我嘅揀擇？唔知呢…我又唔覺我在揀，好似係人地揀我多Ｄ！好似我揀食甚麼一樣，係人都知我食甚麼都可以，咁點解我又揀唔到？我只係想要一Ｄ食咗之後會開心Ｄ的野食，咁都有錯？到最後，揀來揀去，都係揀番一開始就想食嗰間。唉！仲要去到最後都食唔到…！神啊，究竟我要等到幾時先可以揀到我又想要，佢又想揀我嘅呢？

唉…真係百般知味在心頭…！

HK Trip Oct 16

Lunch time, Stanley brings me to eat Mos Burger, good experience...!



At night, I have dinner with my former aquatics team member. We share about our memories of the oldies... Although its already in the past, it's one of the best moments in my life...!

HK Trip Oct 15

This morning I have an interview with an online radio show 葡萄樹傳媒. The interview take place at the store of a friend of mine. Wow, this store is crazy, everything is unique – everything is one of a kind…! And the price is good…! A hand-make one-of-a-kind T-shirt for only $200-300. Wanna pay a visit, check out here: http://tadpolestudio.com.hk/

I then have lunch with a long-time friend Jeffrey, an Zion Noiz member. Reconized him...?



Dinner with some returned Canadian friends, Shirley and Joanne. Yummy...




And finally I meet some TCCF alumni for a drink... Guys, really wanna to thankyou for giving me such a good time...

HK Trip Oct 14

Today, I visit Yan Fook Church again. This time is for service.
It is a total different feeling compare to my visit to the building on thursday, Oct 12.



Last time when Pastor Vincent and Judy took me to walk around, the church was so quiet...

and today, the line up was huge, not only to get in, but to get out...

The sermon was not only great, but super...!

And... after Sunday service, I am glad to have dinner with some old friends from Ottawa. Really miss them... haven't seeing them for years...



In the afternoon, I have a drink with a mentor-type friend. He reminds me a lot... Yes... should I really think about leaving? Why think yourself to be the savior when people already think that you are satan? He reminds me about this:究竟是『眾人皆醉我獨醒』，還是『眾人皆醒我獨醉』? Talking about experience, they have more than you do. Spirtuality, they should be much better than you do. Maturity, forget it, how can I be more mature than they do? So, yeah, stop complaining. Stop bitter. Just shut up and work...!!!

At night, have dinner with Shirley. I enjoy everytime we chat, as it will always be encouraging... God, thank you for giving me this friend...

HK Trip Oct 11-13

Window shopping and shopping...

HK things are cheap, but the only problem for me to travel in HK is also that reason. The things are cheap, but should I buy it or not? Why buying them? That is one of the struggle for me during these three days. I have no money to spend, so I have to control myself in using money. But when you saw the price, its so tempting...

Seeing Terry, Stanley, Alice and... Raymond thursday nite, so happy to see them. Most of them are back to church life, thanks God.



Friday afternoon, visit my home school at the interschool swimming competition. Wow... 24sec for C-grad 50 Freestyle, what a time...! I am old, really old. Especially when I leaving Kowloon Park with MTR and saw two of my little F1 schoolmates, they left with their parents carrying their swimming bags for them, really jealous...!

Thank you Michael for bringing me to have 大排擋食雞燉翅... yummy...!



Saturday daytime, running thru HK cemeteries to visit grandpa(s) and grandma... Bye, see you some years after, hopefully I will come back soon to visit you people again...

In the evening, my uncle brings me to 中環鏞記食燒鵝... make my HK trip so fulfilling...!

At night, thanks God for bringing me a friend to walk 廟街 with me, so that I don't need to go thru this historic part of Hong Kong alone.

Tomorrow will go 恩福 worship and seeing friends from my university years in Ottawa. Guys, I really miss you... see you tomorrow...!

HK Trip Oct 8-10

Oct 8
I met up with another friend from Panama, Hugo, but sigh... again, forget to take pictures. We had a good time for the day, as we spent most of the time -- reading and buying books in Christian bookstores... :P Sorry Hugo...!!!

At night, I met up with Joanne, my lovely little sister, and Elita. The Japanese food is great and the shrimp and urchin sashimi are soooooooooooooo fresh.




And... Joanne, I will miss you...!!!

Oct 9
SJC Day...

I head back to SJC this afternoon, they change a lot.
New teachers room.
New lift.
New young female teachers...!!!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=9827&l=83844&id=514761224

At night, I am so enjoy as I met up with some friends who have known each other for many many years, but haven't been in touch for many many years.
Yam, Vincent, Adem, Augustine, Trevor... I still remember those old days when we fight for the first place in the line... and I always WON...!!! yeah...



Oct 10

Meet up with Cindy this morning, Winnie in the afternoon, Judy and Okita in the evening.

Mrs. _____ : May God bless your marriage.
Miss Ko: Don't hesitate la... GO! Go! GO!
Miss Yeung: God will lead you for the best job and future... so remember: PRAY...! Trust me, He will guide you all the way...
Miss Lam: Don't sit there and work. Go out more...!!!





For more photos:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=9830&l=ab0b7&id=514761224

HK Trip Oct 7

It was a wonderful Sunday for me.

In the morning
I was wondering if I were back to my homeland, as I knew less then ten sentences on the bus and walking to Sogo in CausewayBay... the whole area was full of Philippines. Mission is the only word occupying my mind... "oh NO! Please, just give me a break... Ha Ha" I told God.

The worship at Tung Fook Church was wonderful. It was energetic and touching. But the message was a bit short, as it was so good and I want to listen more...

In the afternoon
Elita and I walk thru the whole CausewayBay and WanChai (poor Elita... she was walking on heels...!) and we visit the famous (and old) Boston Restaurant. Its still that good...! We have FlameBeef, and taste very good.






If you have facebook, you can view the video here.
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=18954691224

I also visit my place of early childhood: St. Joseph's College Primary School. So many memories... Wanna see my school? Click here...

In the evening
We met Adeline and we have the chance to watch the show "A Symphony of Lights" 「幻彩詠香江」. This nightly spectacle combines interactive lights of 44 key buildings on both Hong Kong Island and Kowloon with musical effects to showcase the vibrancy and glamorous night vista of Victoria Harbour. It is amazing...!

I put a bit into my facebook video:
Symphony of Lights 1 and Symphony of Lights 2

In the night
The Symphony of Lights inspired us to visit a place I haven't been there for around 20 years... THE PEAK...!!! Everything there were changed. New buildings, new bus terminal, higher bus fare, except one thing: the nightview is still the best...! Dear Lord, THANK YOU...!

You can view all the photos here

Hong Kong Trip Oct 4-6

Wow, after 16 years, i finally got the chance to really feel the home where I grow up... HONG KONG.

Oct 4
我今天有時間去行街，結果自己一個人去行旺角。沒有甚麼可以買，因為唔想用太多錢。但係都忍唔住係上次返香港時買左對波鞋的一間鞋店買了一對皮鞋。可能個sales見我問題都唔多條就買左對鞋，仲靜靜地比左對襪我。可能真係要多謝對面同個仔試同一款鞋個阿媽，佢由我入去個吓，到我走個陣都仲係問緊問題...哈哈...做我生意真係好易，只要你話係平靓正，個樣唔好比我覺得你騙我，你就可以騙到我的生意，幾好?!?!

多得無線套「天幕下的戀人」，我就係咁見到「朗豪坊」三個字就想入去睇下個天幕...哈哈，我都話好易tum架啦... 入去之後覺得個商場個design真係唔錯，不過個天幕就有點失望，可能是我太大期望啦... 又或者係自己一條友去天幕，邊會有feel呀? sigh...

Oct 5/6
Grandma is leaving us la... Bye...! When she is leaving, the picture of grandma's come up to my mind scene after scene... really 有點唔捨得...

Oct 6
可以係香港見到一個從巴拿馬到中國做工的女仔阿芳，見到佢又有返教會，人又開心，真係好放心。不過分手後才記得無同佢影相，真失敗...!

晚上同一個以前OCDA的姊妹Rita去了Soho一間coffee pub Pop Bites聽了一個都可以話係另頖的音響，有黃志淙同劉以達。原來劉以達真人真係正經過上鏡好多。





My Photos: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=9624&l=9ebce&id=514761224

Evan almighty

Today on the plane, God speaks to me through a movie: Evan Almighty...
It seems like God is telling me, God is teaching us through some unexpected circumstances. These teaching includes patience and love.

I always ask God why things gone so wrong, people around you are wondering if you are doing the right thing. Every things I do seems silly and no logical. With this movie, God is telling me: "Yes, there are things that seems like not ordinary, but its all under the hands of ME...!"

In the film, the main character was told by God to do something extraordinary, out of his regular routine and expected job description. No one support him, even his own wife. Risking of losing his job... Everyone thinks that he is crazy.

But he proved these people are wrong by his faith in God. His family returns and God save many people through him too... As long as we can keep our faith to God, there is nothing call impossible.

This matches what Rev. Peter Ho said last week. "What do we have to lose? Our face? come on..."

God, thank you...!

Quoting from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evan_Almighty

Newly elected to Congress, former local TV newsman Evan Baxter (Steve Carell) leaves Buffalo behind and shepherds his family to suburban northern Virginia. His congressional campaign declared that he would change the world, but he never stated how. Once he reaches his new home and job, strange things start to happen. Animals (all different kinds of animals) start following Evan around. He grows a beard that won't go away no matter how many times he shaves. Eight vacant lots in Evan's neighborhood are purchased in Evan's name. Stone age tools and wood planks are sent to his house. And the number 614 appears everywhere he goes. Evan soon learns that the number is a verse in the Bible. In the book of Genesis, 6:14 is the verse in which God instructs Noah to build the ark. Soon after, God (Morgan Freeman) appears and mysteriously commands him to build an ark because a flood is coming. His family comes to believe he is having an extraordinary mid-life crisis, but soon thinks he is truly onto something of Biblical proportions. God tells Evan the flood will come September 22 mid-day.


Evan and God sitting in the half-built Ark. Evan's costume was created based on research of the clothing at the time of Noah.[1] Some of the controversy over the film in foreign markets focused on God being portrayed in human form, as seen here.[2]Animals start following Evan to Congress causing him to eventually be suspended by Congressman Long (John Goodman) from work after he tells everyone that God told him to build an ark. His wife Joan and his three sons leave for her mother's house after seeing it on a news report, leaving him to build the ark himself, which gains international notice. Weeks after Joan leaves Evan, God appears to her as a waiter at a diner. He tells her that God doesn't give things, he gives the opportunity to get things. For example, God doesn't give a family togetherness, he gives the opportunity for families to be together. Seeing his meaning, Joan returns to Evan to finish the ark together. Evan's old colleagues tell him that Congressman Long built a dam over a nearby lake and cut corners to save businesses money.

September 22 comes with clear skies, and Evan loads the hundreds of animals onto the newly finished ark in front of live news crews and nearby citizens. Minutes pass with clear skies, so spectators start jeering at him. Dark clouds appear and rain starts pouring down. Evan tells everyone to board the ark but no one listens. The rain suddenly stops and everyone starts laughing at Evan. Evan thinks it's over until the poorly built dam bursts. Panic overtakes everyone and they board the ark. The ark sails down the streets of Washington D.C. from the flooded water of the burst lake until it eventually lands several feet from the Capitol. Evan tells Long that the flood was caused by his poorly made dam, which incites the other congressmen present to turn on him. Evan and his family go on a hiking trip over the weekend and God reappears to Evan, telling him that the way to change the world is by doing Acts of Random Kindness ("ARK") one at a time.

HK... I am coming...!

I am heading back to HK la... but with a sad note is to attend my grandma's funeral (bye bye grandma...)

For the next 18 days, I will be exposing myself to... sweat...!

For all canadaian friends... see you in a month...

My HK buddies, I can't wait to see you people...!!!

ups and downs... but God... thank you...!

Cloudy then sunny for today’s weather, as it’s the same with my mood.

Since yesterday... I was not having a good mood because of some incident...

For almost the whole day, we are all busy with the AFC thanksgiving dinner. With all the unexpected stuffs coming... so nervous...!

But as time approaching the banquet, the more nervous I am, and the closer I am getting to God. With the good partnership with Paula, we have a wonderful MC experience tonight. And the most thankful of all, God had given us every grace to cover up all the minor errors and glitches that we have during the whole night. God, thank you.

Happy Happy Day

Thank you for giving me so much happiness today... I am moved, I am happy...

If you know what I am talking about, then you are one of those who I want to say THANK YOU deeply from my heart.

Thank you... TCCFers

Today, I have a gathering with a group of TCCF Alumnus... What can I expect more from them...?

Five years ago, I am their "advisor", today, they are my friends.

From leading, to walking side by side...

GUYS... THANK YOU

God, thank you for giving me another group of caring brothers and sisters.

THANK YOU GOD...

Happy Happy Reunion

Today I attend two reunions for MAM.

First, we have MAM 2007 reunion. We have a wonderful gathering, as we see the pictures, we share what we have learnt. God, thank you, as you have given everyone of us the chance to learn.

In the evening, MAM Sudbury 2004 gather at my home. Again, we share, we chat, we laugh. Three years, from strangers (well, brothers and sisters of course) to now friends, caring friends. What can I ask more from God...? God, THANK YOU.

Well, yes... God, I do want to ask something more from you. Please grant my prayer.

Nothing to lose

"Nothing to lose" is the phrase that I learn from Rev. Peter Ho's sharing during Tuesday staff meeting.

Vision is a great word, however, if God is really there, what can we lose to take risk and carry out our vision...!?!?!

God, guide us to see the vision you lay upon us and help us to move forward... >>>>>

Bye Bye

外婆走了...

不捨得...

再見...

奠...

The "Waiting" Game

Today, when I am rewriting my sermon notes from August Ann Arbor CCFC, something going through my mind again. The word "Wait".

From Psalm 29, we learn that if we wanna to have peace, we have to:
1. Understand God’s power
2. Know that the voice of God does not come only in silence but storm
3. Willing to submit to God for his timing

When I am preparing tomorrow sermon, I am sure I have to be same inside out. If I speak we have to wait for HIM, then inside me, that's what I have to do... WAIT FOR HIS TIMING.

God, please teach me how to wait for YOUR timing.

sleep... sleep... sleep

Sunday... Monday... Tuesday...

Finally got some sleep... and long sleep... 7 hours nightly, still with dreams, but not nightmare...yeah...!!!

One more day. One more day before the another school season... Suddenly got the feeling of the hockey season... GO LEAF GO...!!!

But beyond everything... only one thing in my mind...
and YOU know it...

MAM Sudbury Update #3

Praise the Lord. HE really gives us all the grace we need throughout the whole MAM trip in Sudbury.

Throughout all the meetings, we have some good chat and relationship building with the students. We go shopping, play basketball, singing by the campfire, walking along the lake side...

Please keep praying for these innocent heart, so that they can accept Christ in the near future...

MAM Sudbury Update #2

Praise the Lord.

Despite the heavy rain last evening, there are more than 20 students coming to our dumplings dinner last night. Around five of them are new students, while some have come only for a few months. We have wonderful conversations and some of them show their interest in Christianity.

Please keep praying for us as we will be having another three nights of meeting.

Thank you for your support.

MAM Sudbury Update #1

Dear all, sorry for not updating for a while. As we do not have internet access at where we are staying.

But thanks the Lord, for the cottage we are staying is having a very very good environment. It was quiet, and cool. The only drawback is that we have an outhouse for our "business". However, we are now get used to it and we are very happy about what God had provided...!!!

Tuesday, I met MCBC mission team and we have combined some of our programs to provide the best interest for students. PTL, the first time I have a mission team working with another mission team. WOW... what an experience...!

Starting Wednesday, we will have meeting every night until Saturday. Please pray for us. What we mainly do are talking and cooking. So, please also pray for those who come, pray so that they can open up their heart and... their mouth and stomach...!!!

Time to go back and join the team in distrubuting the flyers, again, thank you for your prayer support. Hope to update you soon.

MAM Ann Arbor Update #4

Fianlly everyone of us were back safely at our home. Thank you God for leading us the whole trip. We learned a lot especially in His timing.

During the worship today, our pianist overcome her nervousness and doing very well. Many of the families we visted during the week were here. Also quite a few of new students were here today. We chat will a bunch of people after the sermon and during lunch time. It was wonderful.

Dear all, really thank you for praying with us and please keep praying for MAM Sudbury which will start on Monday.

THANK YOU...!!!

MAM Ann Arbor Update #3

Dear all, really thank you for your prayer support. For the past two days, we experienced a lot about the grace of God.

On Thursday, we had five visitations, all went through quite well. Not only that we had the chances to talk about the gospel to the families, but also, all of us learnt a lot from the visitations.

On Friday, thanks the Lord, that some students call in for ride to the EM. This is somewhat a surprise :P Close to evening time, suddenly the sky opened up and the rain just pouring down. We were worrying.

However, from the pick-ups till the end, its all the grace of God. Finally we have 40 people, (number is a bit down from last year), and close to ten new students came. After the meeting, most of them had discussions with our team members regarding the gospel... the SEED IS SOWN... PTL...!!!

Please pray for one man, whose family is being trouble but some sort of cult in China. Especially his sister.

Saturday night, we will have an EM in the elders apartment, please continue your support through prayers.

Thank you...!

MAM Ann Arbor Update #2

Thanks the Lord to give us a very good weather for our afternoon campus-walk. We were still worrying this morning as it was raining poorly. However, as we are having lunch before the campus-walk, the sun began to come out. Wow...!

During the campus walk, not only that we have the chance to let those Chinese know about our EM on Friday, but also have the chance to talk to one Chinese girl and one Korean regarding the gospel, praise the Lord...!

Please keep praying for us as we have five visitations tomorrow (Thursday) with the campus walk. One visitation in the morning at 10, one in the afternoon and three at night. Please pray also for those families we are going to visit...

Thank you for your prayer support.

MAM Ann Arbor Update #1

The first two days of the trip has been fully of thanksgiving.

1. We have a very safe trip down despite the heavy rain.
2. We do not have much problem at the US border.
3. Even though we have a stone smash onto the windshield, the windshield is cracked but still stuck with the van, we are ok.
4. We have the chance to call almost 70 people on Tuesday, got some positive feedback.
5. Despite some small technical problems, we got cell phones...!!!
6. Wonderful families willing to open up their house for us to have shower... thank you...!

Please pray for:
1. On wednesday, we will distribute flyers on campus.
2. EM in church on Friday
3. EM in elder building on Saturday


Thank you for your prayer...!

Niagara Falls MAM Update #6

Can't appreciate much more for your prayer.

At the final day of our trip, there is nothing in our control, but God. Our BBQ started at 5pm. Finally more than 30 people in the BBQ and most of them stay behind for our EM. At least 6 of them are non-Christian. Thanks the Lord.

Overall this trip, although only 2 being converted, we learn a lot as a team and individually. Thank you so much for your prayer.

Niagara Falls MAM Update #5

Another day full of Wonder...

This morning, a youth come to our church, chat and have lunch with our team members. He did not turn himself to Christ, but he did believe that there is a God and we did a prayer with him. Please pray for his continuation of the God-experiencing process.

At the end of our final door-knocking session of our trip, we got into the house of a eldery man, and we spent almost two hours talking with him. We invite him to come to the BBQ and EM, and hopefully he will be there.

Please keep praying for us.
(1) Saturday morning @ 11, we will meet a young guy.
(2) BBQ and EM on Sunday 5pm and 6.30pm
(3) Heart of people who will come on Sunday morning and evening

Thank you for your prayer...

Niagara Falls MAM Update #4

What a fruitful day we have...!

Two arranged visitation: one said he believes there is a God, and the other one CONVERT...!

At night, we ran into a woman with a baby who is ready to move back to Toronto. She has been going to church, and please pray that she will be able to go to church when she is back to Toronto.

After that, we have a chance to knock on the door of a family which has two kids. thanks the Lord that I am teaming up with a sister who is able to take care of the two girls, otherwise, I will be in "great" trouble. Although we did not have the chance to talk much about the gosepl, she did show some interest in coming to the EM on Sunday. Please pray.

Tomorrow we have at least one scheduled visitation and the other one is pending. Please pray for the team.

Thank you!!!

A little reminder??

I attended a funeral today.

The son of the old lady is a pastor and he used the story of his own mother to make an encourage message for the funeral attendee.

I am just thinking, how should I describe my parents when they leave the world? Do I really know much about them? Do I really care them enough to understand them...?

Rev. Ching, thank you for your reminder.

Niagara Falls MAM Update #3

Thanks the Lord that a man who is a Chinese teacher here in Niagara Falls turn himself to Christ today. The downside is that his wife still not willing to accept yet. Please pray for the family.

There is also a man who rent a room in his house, and his is mixing all the religions up and create some sort of philosophy for himself. Please also pray for him.

During the door-knocking, we met a high-school girl who came only for the second month. Her mother had been going to church but not stable. Hopefully they can come for the EM this Sunday night.

Please keep praying for us.

Niagara Falls MAM Update #2

Our first day of door-knocking visitation is full of grace. Our hit rate almost reach 50%. All three teams have the chance to talk to the families and only a few address were touched.

Please pray hard for the following:
(1) A women whose husband doesn't like the church would love to go to the church
(2) A couple with their parents want to come to the EM this Sunday

We will again walk thru the neighbourhood tomorrow, please keep praying for the team and the families. Thank you...!

Niagara Falls MAM Update #1

The first day is peaceful and restful. Beside a bit of traffic jam, everything is just smooth as schedule...

We tour around the city today and we will start our door-knocking visitation tomorrow. Please pray for the safety of the team and please pray every family we will visit, especially their heart.

Panama Update #7

Dear all,

Really thank you so much for your prayer.

Finally we come to the end of our 25 days. The training ran well, and for the second night in a row, we have some chatting session with the youth group until 12:30 after midnight.

During the session, we discuss topics like marriage, dating, God's will, prayer... etc... That chats are wonderful and the team had built up a very good relationship with the group.

Hopefully the new youth group will start up as plan... please pray.

In three hours, we will be heading to the airport for our trip back. Please pray for our safety.

Also, please pray for the following
Kelvin: will be heading to MAM Mission trip to Niagara Falls on Monday
Joey: Back to work on Monday before joining MAM Mission trip to Kingston the following Monday
Eugene: Will help out with church VBS

Again, thank you for your prayer.

Panama Update #6

Dear all, thank you for your prayer support.

Finally, we have come to the last three days of the trip. The training over the weekend ran well and hopefully we are sharing our best to them.

On Tuesday, we have a "day-off" and we paid a visit to the bookstore. God led us to a lady who was a Christian while ago but not attending church for a while. And fortunately, that is the only night the team without any training session, so we invite her for a dinner. The dinner comes out well and we have a wonderful chat. However, please pray for her, as she is being approached by people from Jehovah Witnesses.

Thursday and Friday will be the final two session before a visitation-packed Saturday. Please pray for the team.

Panama Update #5

Thank you for your prayer and the Sunday EM runs very well. It drew almost 50 non-regulars and new-comers to the fellowship, with an extra 20 from the city of Colon. 10 of them raised up their hands to indicate their willingness to know more about God, 2 of them are re-dedication and 2 are Catholics. Praise the Lord, and please keep praying for them.

For myself, thanks the Lord that I still have my voice to handle the singspiration and message time. I lost my voice only after the very last song, its such a grace from God.

We will have our first training over the Alliance church on Wednesday, where the first training session of Christian church will be on Friday, please pray for us, the youth and the fellowships.

Panama Update #4 - Please pray for Sunday EM

Sunday, there is an EM for youth. It will be a drama night, with singspiration, games and message.
Please pray for us as some of us (including STM and local b/s) are getting sick. I have to lead singspiration and be the speaker tomorrow night, but my voice is getting "sexy". So, please pray for all the b/s.
Also, please pray for the new-comers, some of them may be able to come due to working hours or family issue, please pray for them so that they can come.
Also, please pray for the heart of those who come, so that they can hear the message of God.

Thank you for your prayer support.

Panama Update #3 - Task change

Thank you all for your prayer and support. Our team is having a good trip so far and most ministry work as planned.

But there is some change to our task for the set up of new fellowship. After couple days of discussion, thanks the Lord that giving us a much clear idea of what the new fellowship for university students should be. However, due to the latest development, we think that the church need more preparation time for this new fellowship. Therefore, it is not wise for us to rush this university-students fellowship. However, we willstill provide sessions for students and youth so that they can be motivated and equipped for this new movement. Please pray for all the training sessions and the future development of this new fellowship.

Yesterday we have a fruitful but busy day. We visited some families in Arraiján and La Chorrera during the day and have the opportunities to chat with different youth at night. Thanks the Lord. Please also pray for us for the visitations coming up.

Please also pray for the upcoming EM this coming Sunday. STM will help out with singspiration, games and message, pls pray for us. Please also pray for all new-comers and brothers/sisters who are coming and not. Some of them cannot come because they are working or due to family issue.

Please keep praying for us...

Panama Mission update #2

21 days left in our trip.

For the past few days, relationships were built between the students and the mission team members. Thanks the Lord the communications went well.

To continue our task of starting a new fellowship in the church, from Monday on, we will chat with different groups to understand their felt needs for the new fellowship.

After knowing the needs, we will help them to build up the fellowship by providing experience and necessary training to the students/leaders in the next two weeks.

So, please pray for us for the following...

1. 7/29 EM, all prep work re: drama, songs, promotion, message, and the most important, the heart of the new comers.
2. The guidance from God regarding this new fellowship: direction and vision, preparation, unity of brothers and sisters...
3. Health. Some local b/s is sick lately, please pray for their health.
4. Rest. Please pray for the mission team, so that they can manage to have an efficient time table to keep up their energy level.
5. Pray for the local leadership in setting up this new fellowship.
6. Mission training camp and English camp are going to take place in Panama, please pray for them.

Thank you all for your support.

1st day in Panama

After a lengthly flight day, we finally step out of Panama airport at 1am. Thanks God that the flight to Panama is also delayed otherwise we will have to spend the night in New York because of the delayed Toronto-NY flight.

One of our luggage were missing but gives thanks to God that its now located and should be delivered to us tonight.

Our first day appeared with some unexpected as we head to the seminary this afternoon. We came across a delivery person who never hear about the gospel before. Eugene and I were fortunate enough to spend an hour with him regarding creation and God. Hope that this will not be the only time he get connected with the gospel. Please pray for him.

As for prayer items, please pray for the following:
1. Unity and partnership among the team, give thanks to the Lord as we have a wonderful first day.
2. Pray for the EM on July 29. We finally get together tonight, and please pray for the program prep and also all will come for the EM
3. Pray for our visitations to student's families...

Will keep you post our latest update.
thank you...

十年一覺情愛夢

十年一覺情愛夢
文章日期：2007年6月19日
【明報專訊】
十年前，以為一段關係之間會有一個等號，一個讓雙方付出與獲得都公平的等號；十年後，從校園走到社會，愛侶們教曉我，愛情不是方程式，一句「愛你／不愛你」，沒有邏輯，最好，也別問原因。
十年前，以為手牽手後，就是戀愛的開始；十年後體會，真正的戀愛，其實在熱戀後才起步。
十年前，愛情是撒野，是被遷就，是要求承諾，是我對你錯；十年後，愛情是溝通，是包容，是沒有承諾的承諾，是不分誰對誰錯的交易。
十年前，以為人生最能掌控，最不費氣力的，應該是愛情；十年後發覺，學業事業家庭朋友，都不及談情學問多。
十年前，以為零距離會讓二人愛得更深；十年後終於明白，留點空間才能留住愛。
十年前，愛是佔有，是嫉妒，是猜疑，是管束，是讓自己快樂；十年後，愛是放手，是體諒，是信賴，是放任，是讓對方快樂。
十年前，我只看到對方的弱點；十年後，發現自己的缺點比誰都多。
十年前，以為戀愛到結婚是一條寬闊的單程路，沿途應該景致如畫；十年後回望，原來從戀愛到婚姻都是沒有路牌的分岔口，倒頭車沿路不絕，看不到終點，很煞風景。
十年前，我看不起白流蘇；十年後，我懂得欣賞白流蘇。
十年前，戀愛總是附帶責任；十年後，有責任的，就不是戀愛。
十年前，我把戀人當成晚餐的主菜，不可或缺；十年後，我希望戀愛像飯後甜點，錦上添花。
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李察 問到底: 為何老子喜歡暗中行事？

李察 問到底: 為何老子喜歡暗中行事？

喜歡暗中行事，是中式思維最惡劣的負面特徵。
而這種行為的遠古來源，出自老子。經歷二千年的明
暗陶薰，已經成為中國人負面人格的一部份。

孫子的謀略，也講究兵不厭詐，虛則實之，實則
虛之的原理。到有一天，中國人能夠分清楚，老子和
孫子的絕對不同，中國文化才算得上是真正進步。

因為，老子分析宇宙萬物，只找到一條片面的原
則。他以為對立就是一切。而且，為了造成對立的轉
化(用一句不好的話就是搞臭對方)，他就要採取暗中
行事的原則。知其雄，守其雌。欲抑先揚。要毀滅一
個人，先捧他上天。這一類方法，都是暗中做的。所
以，老子說：「國之利器，不可以示人。」因為，他
無法從全面觀察萬物。他只有一方面。如果這一方面
讓人看到了，他的工作就無法進行。

對立轉化使宇宙萬物的原理都簡化了。所以，老
子認為毋須求知，只要暗中行事，萬物都能控制。

李察 問到底: 為何愛迪生不肯承認失敗？

李察 問到底: 為何愛迪生不肯承認失敗？

*周一人物*
愛迪生是非常努力工作的人。他常說，天才是百
分之九十的勤奮加上百份之十的創意。而且，他喜歡
日本人新渡戶稻造的著作《武士道》。大約他對於武
士道的嚴格律己、不知轉向的精神有共鳴。新渡戶稻
造前往美國時，受到愛迪生的熱情招待。

奇異電力公司(G.E.,General Electric)的名字，
本來是Edison General Electric . 但前面的Edison
一字，卻被刪除。因為愛迪生發明的直流電，在與西
屋公司競爭時遭到慘敗，最後除名。

為甚麼愛迪生明明看到交流電的好處，卻不肯承
認？自然科學數據明確，但為甚麼他仍然拒絕承認事
實？身為大科學家，竟然妄顧事實？

因為，他已經坐上了一張舒適與死亡的椅子。這
是一張絕不應該坐上去的電椅。而他居然欣然坐好
了。故事請參考網上書：《莊子原著與莊子原理》第
二部第七章：「我」。

Another Angel

God, thank you today as you let me to join a group of high school students and BBQ with them.

At night, another angel calls from far away... she reminds me again... God is there for us who believe in HIM.

God, thank you.

Ups and Downs

Today, I am having a day of ups and downs.

Wonderful start as we connect many people to camp on Canada Day.

But as I am driving down to Toronto, my mood and emotion is just like my driving direction: down south.

Dinner time, a much emotional picture.

Sigh... but... God is really there...

As I get home, I got a message from my friend when she "saw" my frustration online.

"I know it is hard to fully commit in christ work.. and I'm proud of you!
God will appreciate that too!"

God, thank you for sending such an angel besides me and reminding me that you are there for me...!!! THANK YOU...!!!

Blank

I want to write something tonight, but... my brain is blank. I don't know what I am thinking, I don't know what I want.

It seems to me that some people out there think that I am thinking too much. Am I? I don't know. I really don't.

God, guide my thoughts, please.

The Longest Date...? The Longest Date...!

The longest date?! 其實好羨慕佢,起碼有個好結果... 我? 唉...真係 the longest date...!

是愛...還是恨???

唉...究竟是愛...還是恨??? 不過,我想,愛總是比恨好啩... 耶穌講既??? 嘻嘻嘻...

愛你變成恨你 - 吳雨霏
曲:劉祖德
詞:林夕





不 你太好 想 你更糟 我仍未接受到
被 被你突然就算宣佈 分手更好
當你待我好 該難忘程度
心頭如像被插刀 好到太慨沒有好報
似是個圈套 令捱難度更加高

不能懷念愛惜 不如懷恨更激
恨人亦要花氣力 例如恨你 為人自私也任性
我憎你不停來為我添加大量情敵
將鹹甜回憶 記恨你才能令愛著你也沒價值
直到令我的強烈愛意平息

想你太傷 不會設想 再懷念變孽障
就絕到亂誣衊你醜樣 毀懷形象
因你受了傷 憎你會有獎
想到缺點便拍掌不要讓我面對真相
掛念似騷癢 恨才能令我輕傷

不能懷念愛惜 不如懷恨更激
恨人亦要花氣力 例如恨你 為人自私也任性
我憎你不停來為我添加大量情敵
將鹹甜回憶 記恨你才能令愛著你也沒價值
直到令我的強烈愛意平息

我愛你麼? 我怕你麼
厭惡你方能夠不難過
憎你那過錯 憎你放棄我
再愛你嫌命長麼

不能懷念愛惜 不如懷恨更激
恨人亦要花氣力
恨完就怕 如情隨宣洩絕跡
不停來為我添加大量情敵 憎 完全被迫
記恨你才能令愛著你也沒價值
直到令我的強烈愛意平息

"Heart... miles and miles of heart."

Today, when I chat with some friends, remind me of this film: "The Replacements".

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia, The Replacements is a 2000 comedy film directed by Howard Deutch. It stars Keanu Reeves, Gene Hackman, Brooke Langton and Orlando Jones, and very loosely based on the 1987 NFL players' strike.

The film opens with a professional football game being played in Washington, D.C. During the final minutes of the game, commentators John Madden and Pat Summerall (playing themselves) discuss the fact that at midnight, all of the players in the League will go on strike since contract negotiations with the owners have failed, perilously close to the end of the regular playing season. Due to League regulations, the strike cannot extend into the post-season. The Sentinels are poised to continue into the post-season play-offs if they win three of the last four regular season games. Edward O'Neil, owner of the Washington Sentinels, contacts former head coach Jimmy McGinty, recruiting him to put together a team of replacement players during the strike. McGinty agrees on two conditions: that he have no interference in his coaching from O'Neil and that his choices for the replacements are unquestioned. While other teams recruit semi-pro or former pro players, McGinty assembles an eclectic group of players that confuse the other coaching staff.

The team cheerleaders also join the strike, leaving Annabelle Farrell, the head cheerleader, to find a new cheering squad during the remaining four games. The first group of prospective cheerleaders are so untalented that Annabelle eagerly accepts Dawn and Heather, the only two so far to have dance experience or acceptable looks. When they inform her that they dance at a strip club, Annabelle hesitates, then agrees to recruit them. She invites them to send their stripper friends to tryout as well. The resulting cheerleading squad, composed of strippers, is uproarious, and their extremely sexual antics prove most helpful to the replacement Sentinels during the San Diego game.

At first, the team suffers from communication problems and disagreements. They lose their first game. But McGinty's unique coaching style and an ensuing barfight with the striking Sentinels team helps the replacements cut through their mistrust and lack of cohesion. Even after winning the San Diego and Phoenix games, the replacement quarterback, Shane Falco, is still choking when the game is on the line. When Eddie Martel, the Sentinels' contracted quarterback, crosses the picket line, O'Neil breaks his promise of non-interference and manipulates McGinty into allowing Martel to play in Falco's place. O'Neil doesn't believe that Falco has the ability to lead the team to victory against the reconstituted Dallas team, whose team is once again composed of regularly contracted world champion players who have all crossed the picket line in order to ensure a play-off bid. Martel's prima donna behavior causes serious problems on the field during the Washington-Dallas game. When McGinty is questioned at half-time by a reporter about what the team would need to win, he replies: "Heart... miles and miles of heart." In addition to quoting "Heart" from Damn Yankees (which also takes place in Washington, D.C.), this is a veiled message to Falco, who is watching from home after being inexplicably cut from the team despite being the backup quarterback. McGinty had told Falco when he was informed about the switch to Martel that Falco had something Martel didn't have: heart. Falco makes it to the game before halftime ends, Martel is thrown out, and Falco leads the replacement team to victory. Though they are precluded from playing in the playoff spot they earned for the Sentinels, the replacement players are able to return to their lives with their heads held higher, knowing that they finally won their moment of glory.

There is a romantic subplot involving Shane Falco and Annabelle Farrell, the head cheerleader. Players and cheerleaders are not allowed to fraternize in professional football, but the temporary status of Shane's position on the team makes the point rather moot *As John Madden puts it, "Yeah, but what are they gonna do, fire him?"). Shane and Annabelle become friendly, then fall for one another. Shane has a date with Annabelle following the Phoenix game, but stands her up after being cut from the team in favor of Martel. When he returns to the team during the Dallas game, he apologizes to Annabelle and they rekindle their relationship at the end of the movie.

Heading to Panama...

Its confirmed. The ticket is there. July 19 - Aug 12, 25 days.

Mission: To help a local Panama church (Iglesia Evangelica China) set up a fellowship for university students.

Focus:
(1) Sharing of Christian life experience among Christian university students
(2) Helping brothers and sisters to understand the function of committee and also the role of fellowship in church
(3) Participating in their weekly fellowship and assist in program planning
(4) Provide leadership and skill-set training
(5) To experience community life with a group of students in cross-cultural setting
(6) Other missional work such as visitations and Bible studies

自卑...

吳浩康的新歌"自卑"... 都幾襯我...
唔知有幾多人同我一樣，對呢首歌有共鳴呢???

作曲：吳浩康
講理想　講半天　又憑甚麼
講遠景　講到底　讓人幸福
這期望　我不配去擔當
若面上偶然有些沮喪　不必打探我
曾為誰孤單一個坐天光
人前人後　或者都不起眼
難怪每個夜晚　回家孤單進餐
明明沒氣力發光　世界何來耀眼
我構造太簡單　流淚嫌未夠悽慘

＊（無謂）談自己　只有自卑　屬於我
　做不起討好角色　期望誰發現愛惜我
　其實憑甚麼　資格無多　相信戀愛　不信可以被愛
　心痛甚麼　習慣了孤單去過＊
不必高手教我

講細心　講信心　又憑甚麼　講到尾
講多一百句　但是誰人　陪我在每夜說天氣
或者　悲哀到用笑聲遮掩我未夠好　不爭氣
註定沒緣份成大器　我就每日去飾演　單身好戲

Repeat＊

沒甚麼獎勵我
無謂談自己　只有自卑　屬於我
做不起討好角色　期望誰發現愛惜　六十歲也只得我
自己　得到甚麼　相信戀愛　不信可以被愛
差了甚麼　習慣了孤單去過　不必伸手救我

諸葛亮因何不被信任？

李察 問到底

諸葛亮因何不被信任？
May 29, 2007, 10:15:04 AM

如果連諸葛亮都不能信任，還有甚麼人，在儒家的系統中，是可信任的？

劉備後期，一連打了兩次大敗仗。他實行軍事冒險主義，胡亂進擊。歷史學家大惑不解，諸葛亮那裡去了？翻書一查，原來這時，諸葛亮已經不受信任，當時他在後方，負責後勤。所以，後來劉備臨死「托孤」，對諸葛亮說，此子如可輔，則輔之，否則汝可自取。嚇得諸葛亮跪地叩頭出血。諸葛亮那能聽不見這弦外之音？如果劉備信他，就不用這樣說。

問題是，儒學為何要極力提倡「忠貞」？潛在的意旨就是：所有人都是不可信的。所以才需要極力提倡。還有甚麼人是可以信任的呢？有的。儒學系統早己提出答案：兒子是可以信任的。即使像劉禪那樣的人，仍是可信的。有關「諸葛亮的案例」，請參看李察網頁。裡面有一個「易中天品三國」的電視節目網址，不容錯過。

為何要抽起諸葛亮？
May 29, 2007, 11:51:06 PM

昨文提到：「如果連諸葛亮都不能信任，還有甚麼人，在儒家的系統中，是可信任的？」

這是一個重要問題，需要再探討。因為，這跟儒學的基本結構有關。儒學是排擠性極強的。自從漢朝獨尊儒術以來，所有其他學問，無法開展。連最基本的邏輯學，在斷層之後的中式思維系統裡，也是沒有的。名學跟墨學等非儒家系統的學問，無法生存。儒家學者素來喜歡說，儒學是「人」的學問。其實即是「人治」之學：沒有邏輯，一切憑直覺和主觀，因此無法信任他人。連諸葛亮都不能相信，只能相信直系親屬。劉關張結拜為三兄弟，就是儒家思想。諸葛亮沒有結拜，他怎樣瀝血表忠，都是沒用的。

儒學只是單方面訓練讀書人忠貞，但忘記了訓練統治者辨識忠貞、接受忠貞、使用忠貞。有忠臣而不能用，是中國歷史一再重覆的悲劇。知人善用的劉備臨尾抽起諸葛亮，自毀長城，是儒式自殺。


(Leechardasks.blogspot.com)

馬力：教師不該說六四屠城

民建聯馬力昨日說：「不應該說共產黨屠殺、屠城，當年大家都矇查查。但如果是屠城，柴玲(六四學運領袖)怎能在六四凌晨平安離開？她是有心挑起暴動的，(如果屠城)呢條友第一個便被殺了！侯德健、封從德等人怎能慢慢離開？如果是屠城，4000名學生全都死光了！」馬力強調，他並非要說六四事件中沒有死過人，但說成是「屠城」則與事實不符。他質疑當日，天安門曾否發生燒屍、坦克車輾過學生的事件。「要燒一條屍至少要1000℃(熱力)，如果可以就咁在天安門燒，那焚化爐便不用排長龍了……指一攤就說是(學生)被坦克車輾過，那不如找一隻豬，用坦克車輾過，看看是否會變成肉餅？」

有時真係好唔明白，點解越係打開眼說謊的人，越是顛倒是非的人，卻越是得人尊重、信任，人人都說他們是好人，人見人愛；反之那些憑良心說真話，卻要忍受忠言逆耳的下場，受人白眼，不被信任，好似鬼上身，人見人憎。

唉！主耶穌，我真係無你咁好能耐，當日可以任人羞辱也不發一言，你點樣忍口架? 教我啦，我都唔想做一個人見人憎的人，我究竟可唔可以做到又講真話，又人見人愛呢?

係呀，其實我都係幾貪心架．．．哈哈哈．．．！

在你遙遠的附近

最近其實好唔開心，好Down，我每次祈禱時總有種患得患失的感覺。
我同神傾訴時總有種奇怪的感覺，總是不明所以，直到昨天再一次聽見這首歌，好像是神在對我唱一樣。

縱然我不知道"那一個人"是誰，但畢竟他總是我與神之間的第三者。唉!

在你遙遠的附近

當 知道近期 抑鬱的你 給那一個人當後備
從來也未 咬著牙關生氣
難道你 錯愛他到沒救藥餘地

心 飛到舊地 想起跟你 別離亦沒那麼傷悲
仍然妒忌 但仍然關心你 無奈我 約你總要避

太上心 曾經與你散步過幾公分 就算一公分
相差千里也勝過別人 如何令我不擔心

* 傻到 要住到你的新居附近
看著你 凌晨還何以未關燈
若這刻 你那手機微震 是否可感到我體溫

和你 遠或近仍像終身情人
告別了也共你同渡餘生
往事遠 記憶近 我仍然未死心
難甘心 遙望你被人熱吻 *

當 知你後來 跟他恩愛 突然明白我的悲哀
無論遠近 共時光怎比賽 難道我 與你未分開

仍緊隨你喜與悲 我問良心未算分離
仍如他和我可以比 我為何 敢為你生氣

仍緊隨你喜與悲 我問良心未算分離
仍如他和我可以比 我為何 敢為你生氣

除非流失幾世紀 縱隔著他未算疏離
離開才不捨不棄 跟你面對 卻沒法親你
這樣近卻像隔千里 你有事 我定會找你

Scare to ask God question

Sometimes I really hate/scare to ask God questions. This morning I suppose to wake up early to do some final preparation of my Sunday school materials. But when I wake up I am so tired and I just wanna to ask God why do I have to wake up that early? As I am asking this question, a friend from HK calls. My friend did not say much but a short sentence, “Haha, I think its time for you to wake up.” My friend almost hangs up after this. This is something like an answer from God: "Hey, its your job to teach the Sunday school under a fully prepared manner, that's why its time for you to wake up...!" What can i say?

Come on…! Why God is answering me in such a fashion…? The most scary part is that God will always answer your question. Just how and what He will answer you.

God, yes, sometimes i really scare, but THANK YOU for answering my prayer.

一只想停的飛鳥(續集)

在今天AFC的退修會的尾聲，我們同工有分享祈禱的時候。我跟同工分享我上星期"一只想停的飛鳥"。
正當我們在祈禱時，突然間我腦海裡出現了一段聖經 ───── 創世記第八章。

4七月十七日，方舟停在亞拉臘山上。
5水又漸消，到十月初一日，山頂都現出來了。
6過了四十天，挪亞開了方舟的窗戶，
7放出一隻烏鴉去；那烏鴉飛來飛去，直到地上的水都乾了。
8他又放出一隻鴿子去，要看看水從地上退了沒有。
9但遍地上都是水，鴿子找不著落腳之地，就回到方舟挪亞那裡，挪亞伸手把鴿子接進方舟來。
10他又等了七天，再把鴿子從方舟放出去。
11到了晚上，鴿子回到他那裡，嘴裡叼著一個新擰下來的橄欖葉子，挪亞就知道地上的水退了。
12他又等了七天，放出鴿子去，鴿子就不再回來了。
13到挪亞六百零一歲，正月初一日，地上的水都乾了。挪亞撤去方舟的蓋觀看，便見地面上乾了。
14到了二月二十七日，地就都乾了。

第9節：但遍地上都是水，鴿子找不著落腳之地

神好像在禱告中教導我，凡事都有定時定義，應以正面去向看，全件事的感覺就不同了。
我可能正是神放的烏鴉或鴿子...hmm...！

Bearing the cross

Last night during our fellowship discipleship program, we came across the meaning of bearing the cross "背十字架的意義".

This morning I got an email from one of the sisters in our group quoting Baker Encyclopaedia of Bible-Chinese Version about the meaning.

除了上述約2,000年前在猶大地、耶穌基督釘在其上的那個十字架的神學意義外，這個十字架對今日信徒也有它的象徵意義。

背負十字架。新約記載耶穌以「背十字架來跟從衪」為作門徒的必要條件的教訓共有5處，主要分兩種不同說法：一為否定式，見於馬太福音十章38節和路加福音十四章27節；另一為肯定式，見於馬太福音十六章24節、馬可福音八章34節和路加福音九章23節。耶穌的說話有兩個重點：第一是源於罪犯自負十字架走到刑場的比喻，說明作門徒的必要條件便是天天為基督的緣故捨棄一切和受苦（路九23）。其中心要義不是受死，而是受辱，門徒必須準備好被社會丟棄。第二個重點可能源出以西結書九章4-6節，該處提到凡義人要被「畫記號在額上」，以跟惡人區別。那「記號」是希伯來字母表上最後一個字母，古寫為「Ｘ」或「十」。有人將「背十字架」視為認信的象徵，標明在末日歸屬耶穌。然而，無論怎樣解釋，背十字架顯然是象徵自我否定和甘願受苦。

Wow... I like this one “不是受死，而是受辱，門徒必須準備好被社會丟棄”…
Somehow, to me, 受辱 is much worser than 受死…
Hmm… “門徒必須準備好被社會丟棄”… good suggestion…

一只想停的飛鳥

在過去的幾個星期，心裡一直跟神在鬥氣：神呀，為什麼這...為什麼那...

上個星期簡直就是一個活死人，人是生的，心是死的。心裡沒有激動，只有孤單。沒有信任，不斷的被蠶食。晚上睡不了，日間工作不知作甚，只有麻木地過日子。

我問神，為什麼人人都有歸宿，有落腳的地方‧‧‧而我 ─ 卻仍在不斷的尋索。人家經常取笑說我是一只沒有腳的鳥，不懂得停下來，進入另一個階段的生活。試問又有誰能明白到我卻是一只想停的飛鳥? 很累，想停下來，卻沒有願意收留的人與地。

不過神對我很好。正當這只想停的飛鳥心中困惑，考慮是否應該放棄而停止動翼的時候,神派遣使者在不同場合告訴我祂是在等我的。星期二使者祈禱會之中，同工要我們幻想自己是一只飛鳥，一只可以自由自在地飛的鳥。我心在想，唉，自由?我不想自由啦，我只想一個棲身之所!!! 此時，同工帶出一首歌 ─ 尋找：

我曾經像一只小小飛鳥
飛躍在這藍天海上
我無時無刻彷惶無助
找不到可以傾述
我曾經像一只小小飛鳥
穿梭在這城市之中
我正在尋找那慈愛雙手，那就是主耶穌

主啊我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁
那慈愛雙手正等著我，來擁抱我
主啊我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁
那慈愛雙手來擁抱我，那就是主耶穌

此時此刻，心中好像得著一個當頭棒喝! 可是仍很硬頸的跟神說，我知道你的手是在等我，可是每當我以為那個是你的手的時候，卻有人告訴我：「客滿，請過主」「對不起，這裡不歡迎你」「我們跟你的心不一樣，請便」「這個地方不適合你」「另外的比較適合你，不要到我這裡來」最痛的，莫過於一句「我不想接受你」

神啊，不是我不想停下來，是你的容身之處不容我呀!!! 神呀，你吩咐我等，我等；你吩咐我做的，我做；你還想我怎樣? 我真的很累，很痛，很苦。

星期三，我作了一個很不想作的決定，可是我覺得這個決定應對我尊重的人好一點，給他少一些麻繁。我作了這個決定後，不錯，心中輕鬆了很多，可是卻很不舒服，恐怕相反地會帶出更多、更複雜的問題‧‧‧不過，要說的話說了，要是錯，就讓神幫這個"不孝子""執手尾"好了...

星期五，放假，去Gym。正當一心在跑步時，不知為何孤寂卻在我心的另一邊走出來。等，一個越來越不喜歡的字。近在眼前卻遠在天邊，心中苦又有誰知? 一曲合唱版「誰明浪子心」完全反映了我的心境。我跟神說：「夠了，我不想再等，請告訴我我可以放棄等待。」我要被釋放，要放棄等，可惜，神真的在跟我開玩笑。兩小時後，一個電話改變了我的週末，我知神又在告訴我一個我討厭的字：「等!」神像在告訴我：「沒有我的批准，誰給你放棄的權利? 等!」唉，在那一刻，我真的想一死了之，神啊，為什麼要我活在這種「等」的痛苦之中呢?

神真的無所不知，無所不能，有些時候我真的寧願聽不到祂的聲音，不知道祂的眷顧，不認為祂在聽我的禱告。在這個痛苦困惱之時，團契敬拜時，當projector俏俏的打出了「主啊我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁」，同一首詩歌，四日內兩次，我知道神在眷顧，聽我的禱告。

可是神啊‧‧‧救救我吧　一把年紀了　一個愛人都沒有
孤獨是可憐的　如果沒愛過　人生是黑白的
神啊　救救我吧　一個人晃了半輩子了　
為什麼 我這樣的男人哪　就快要絕種　她呢　又在哪兒

這首歌不單是其他人的歌聲，也真的是在寫我的心聲‧‧‧

神啊，我知道你是信實的，是聽禱告的，求你，求你聽我的禱告‧‧‧

主啊我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁
那慈愛雙手正等著我，來擁抱我
主啊我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁
那慈愛雙手來擁抱我，那就是主耶穌

我不是甚麼，我是一只想停的飛鳥。

夜的心曲

詩的對話




d120417694／星

不敢親叩熟悉的數字
那會驚動沉睡中的相思
若是它又如昔一般
空蕩蕩只有響聲不止
怕傷了那內心僅存的絲毫自尊

好努力的想把所有當成是空無
怎都卻是欲走還留
送我的那張畫像必定是深情的餽贈
雖然回憶是遍體的傷痕
但感覺時仍舊溫柔而完整

親愛的請讓夜風為我一路加溫
為妳寫下的詩是躍動的音符
那是最摯最真
也是珍愛一生不變的靈魂

http://www.yoshow.com.tw/poetry.php?id=309836

True Leader - Jim Berney

Today I attend the memorial service of former president of IV Canada, Mr. Jim Berney.

In the eyes of his friends and co-worker, he is a good leader. In terms of:
• Sacrifice first
• Take the responsiblity
• Observer - open up and observe...!
• Prepare well amd listen well
• Learner - keep learning
• "WE"
• Scripture as life
o Let IT live in us
o Did it...!
• Renew the trust of everyone
• Vision for others
o maximize other's ability
o Encouragement and support
o Care
• "Make mistakes - there are going to be a lot of mistakes, but forgiveness exist in this system"
• Leader of leaders

Can I do it...? I really hope so...

Relieved but Unhappy

Relieved but Unhappy... What an ironic feeling...!

Don't ask me details... please. However, what I can tell you is that... its just a day of emotions and frustrations. The feeling is like you have to give up something. This "something" is something you have dreamt of for so long and now you have the chance to own it. But for just a little while, now you have to give up.

If its should not belongs to me, why given to me at the first place...?

Sigh...

龔如心逝世 積財328億無福消受

龔如心用了超過15年時間，左爭右奪，用盡諸般方式把300億遺產袋袋平安，可惜換來的只享受到18個月亞洲第一富婆的稱號。到最後，不單結果兩手空空一無所有，積財328億無福消受，更換來不少的非議，值得嗎？

很喜歡 “原審法官任懿君曾在原審時引用《聖經》詩篇的一句﹕「世人行動實係幻影。他們忙亂，真是枉然。積聚財富，不知將來有誰收取﹖」”(詩39：6)

莫非名利權力真的這樣重要嗎？


龔如心昨逝世[15:15]

華懋集團主席龔如心昨日在養和醫院病逝，享年69歲，較早時傳出她患上癌症。
華懋集團發表聲明，指集團主席王龔如心在4月3日逝世，將會另行公布喪禮的安排。
龔如心身家豐厚，在《福布斯》去年3月公布全球富豪榜，龔如心排行第154，估計去年身家達328億港元，成為亞洲第一女富豪。她與家翁王廷歆的世紀爭產案亦同樣矚目，爭產案糾纏了多年終由龔如心獲勝訴，接管丈夫遺下的300多億元財產，王廷歆則要支付6億元訟費。
但龔如心透過律師表示，為了保持家庭和諧，決定不會向王廷歆追討訟費，亦不追究王廷歆未有按法庭命令，披露誰人向他借出4100萬元打官司，世紀爭產案終於告一段落。

龔如心傳奇一生[15:37]

華懋主席龔如心昨病逝，她一生傳奇，最為人關注為其丈夫王德輝被綁架案及與家翁爭產案。

1955年9月29日，正是龔如心19歲生辰，她與當時21歲的王德輝結婚。王龔兩家是世交，龔如心小時候經常到王家玩耍。後來龔父去世，龔如心在1955年初，由老家上海來港投靠王家。不久，龔如心順理成章嫁入王家，與青梅竹馬的王德輝展開傳奇的一生。

在眾人眼中，王龔婚後十分恩愛。王德輝在1990年被綁架前3個月，夫婦二人去了一次歐洲旅行，他們返港後，王更向他展示在歐洲所買的兩折西裝「戰利品」。每天早上，夫婦二人會拖洋狗結伴在山頂百祿徑舊居跑步約1小時，之後才結伴返華懋上班。

龔如心愛夫心切，王德輝被綁架時，她在極短時間內，多次籌得巨額贖金，她甚至曾表示願以自己性命交換丈夫的安危。1983年夫妻首度被綁後，龔怕夫觸怒匪徒，甚至要求以己代夫。匪徒先釋放龔如心，龔在7日內籌得1100萬美元，匪徒於4日後釋放王。

90年王德輝再被綁架，當時匪徒勒索6000萬美元，並要求龔如心在10天內付半數贖金。但後因綁匪取消銀行戶口，餘款才沒有被提出，王自此亦下落不明。龔後來派人往各地搜尋找王德輝下落。

由於王德輝失蹤，王的父親王廷歆與龔展開一場糾纏8年的世紀爭產官司，雖然龔如心先輸兩場，最後卻「戲劇性」擊倒家翁王廷歆，反敗為勝，重奪價值約400億元的資產。

原審法官任懿君曾在原審時引用《聖經》詩篇的一句﹕「世人行動實係幻影。他們忙亂，真是枉然。積聚財富，不知將來有誰收取﹖」。

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My First Spanish Class

Oh Boy... my first class of Spanish... its horrible.

The teacher is terrific... just only me is having a tough time.

As being a slow learner in language, I can feel that I am very behind in the class. Especially when 5 out of eight know French. I am still trying to find the way to pronounce the "RR" sound... Sigh...

But I am sure I can make it... Please pray for me...

My LA Trip Photos

My LA Trip Photos:

Mar 8: Hungtington Beach + Orange County / Santa Ana
Mar 9: LA
Mar 10: Joshua Tree National Park
Mar 11: Santa Monica

My Panama Mission Trip Photos

My Panama Mission Trip Photos

Panama Youth Camp (1/2)
Panama Youth Camp (2/2)

Panama Mission Trip Photos (1/2)
Panama Mission Trip Photos (2/2)
Panama - David City Photos

My first ski in 2007

Thanks God for giving me some snow on Friday so that I can enjoy my first ski trip in this winter season :-P, and probably the last of the season :(

Well, not having any exercises for the month in Panama, after two hours of skiing, I am sooooooooo tired... my legs almost aren't mine anymore...

Simon suspended indefinitely for slash

Chris Simon was suspended indefinitely Friday by the NHL, one day after his vicious two-handed stick swing to the face of New York Rangers forward Ryan Hollweg.

Thanks God that I am not living in the Hockey world, otherwise I think I will be like Chris or Sean Avery.

After Chris' incident, so many people are making so many comments blaming him for not respect other players or should have think twice before he acts.

Well, you guys who are slow-thinker and consider yourselves always think twice before your action, please, can you give us a break?

Yeah, I agree that it is not wise to lose our cool when we got angry, and its absolutely not right to use force like this. But come on, its not our fault for thinking fast and act fast. We just can't control it. Can you control yourself so that you can think faster when needed? Hey, yes, we need to improve ourselves... but why not I hear your appreciation when our fast-thinking help you out when you need it? But its always "comments" when we make our mistakes?

Does that mean you those "slow-thinker" or "think twice" type will not make mistakes or making wrong decisions? Or are those mistakes just doesn't look that bad enough to be overblown and draw all the attention to it? Why it always have to make us look that bad when things happen?

Thanks for the comment from Islanders defenceman Brendan Witt, Simon's roommate for six years when they played for the Washington Capitals. "Nobody is perfect in this world in any situation, and everyone has their moments."

Then why us? Please... before you criticize our think-fast/act-fast characteristics, "think-twice" about how our think-fast/act-fast have helped you out in the past. Thank you...!

Panama Update #6

Dear all,

I can’t imagine its already the last week of my mission trip.
Tonight (Monday night) I will have the last session with the youth group.
Tomorrow morning I will go Chinese Tea with an uncle (my friend’s father) and Rev. Ma.
At night, I will conclude my trip with the gathering join with the youth group and young career fellowship.
Wednesday, I will be taking the morning flight to LA to meet my high school friends before heading back to Canada on Sunday. (Please pray for me for a safe trip…!)

For the past weekend, I flied to a city named David for a weekend trip. I visited there last year.
I have many visits for Saturday and Sunday together with the Sunday School and Sunday worship. The brothers and sisters there are very good and supportive. But I am so careless that I forget to bring my camera, thus, not much photos. (Sigh…)
Please pray for them if you can, their desperate need right now: spiritual support.

I have to finish here. I will post some of my photos in my website (http://webhome.idirect.com/~xteam/) and/or visit my blog (http://stupidxteam.blogspot.com/) after I come back to Canada.

Again, thank you for all your prayers, encouragement and support throughout the past month.

See you all in Canada…
Take care,
Kelvin

Panama Update #5

Dear all,

It was a weekend with a lot of grace and thanksgiving for me.

On Friday, while attending a workshop by another short term mission team from Toronto, I have a chance to chat with a young lady who had marriage problem. She is willing to believe in Jesus, but the problem is she does not understand how Jesus can help her. She did not convert at the end, but she agrees to come to church more to learn more.

Saturday morning, we visit a family whose son turn to Christ half year ago. They did not agree their son to go to church, so we pay a visit to them and try to understand the reason. The scheduled 30-mins visit turned out to be a 3.5 hours tour about Christianity. From why going to church, to what is Christianity, to why not going to church. The chat is wonderful as the father agrees to let his son to go to Church (although he still not agrees with Christianity). May his son be the blessing of the family.

Second visit of the day came to a teen call Chiu. He was in the Chinese youth camp and turned to Christ two years ago. However, during this period, he had gone to church only occasionally. This time I try to connect him with one of the Alliance church close to his home. He did go to church with me on Sunday, but pray that he will connect with the church and start going there regularly.

In the evening, after sharing at the 6th anniversary of the youth fellowship, a medical student who came from HK a long while ago came to me and we have an hour of discussion about Christianity. Thanks God for opening his heart during the discussion. He almost made the decision, but he back off at the very last minute. I believe God has His own timing. Please pray for him and hope that he can convert in a short while.

Sunday night, I went out with the youth group to a place called Amador. A long walk with seashore on both side of the road and can clearly see the sunset. The night was wonderful as not only I have the chance to chat with them on the 2 hour walk, but I also experience the first ever dinner-karaoke in Panama…!

10 more days in Panama, please keep praying for me and the ministry here in Panama. Thanks.

In Christ,
Kelvin

Panama Update #4

Dear all,

Time really flies. Already 2 weeks have gone and only 2 weeks left here in Panama. This morning, all other STM members have gone and I will move on with ministries in another Church… 巴拿馬華人基督教會.

PTL, on Chinese New Year Day, we have a wonderful program and the Alliance Church with more than 100 people come for the celebration. We have drama, games, songs and message sharing. Three people converted on the night. Halleluiah…!

About the Youth Camp, PTL that we have 92 youth attending the camp. During the camp, 19 of them converted or reconfirmed their faith to God, while 46 of them re-commit the life to God, with 9 of them commit themselves for full time ministry offering. It was wonderful.

On Monday and Tuesday, together two other STM member, Audrey and Jordan, we have an opportunity to go camping/beach swimming with a group of young people. The beach is so nice and it was a wonderful to have fun with so many young people here in Panama.

For the next two weeks, I will be visiting some of the youth from camps and helping out with fellowships. Please keep praying for me.

Some of you may have missed my previous updates, sorry my bad, please visit my blog @ http://stupidxteam.blogspot.com/

Again, thank you for you prayer support.
Kelvin

Panama Update #3

Dear all,

Happy New Chinese New Year…!

Thank you for your prayer and support.

Yesterday (Friday) we have our closing ceremony for the Panama Youth Camp. PTL that we have 92 coming to the camp. About one-third of them are non-Christian, and we have around 2/3 converted during the camp. Halleluiah…!

Please keep praying for us as we are having a Chinese New Year Program Sunday night. The church just moved into the new building and b/s need adaptations, and the new comers too…

Thank you for your prayer and your prayer support are very important to STM and the ministry. We will be glad to have your prayer support… Feel free to pass these prayer items to your fellowship. I will try to update you again after the program.

Thanks

Kelvin

Panama Update #2

Dear all,

Late Friday night, after a fellowship program at Living Water AC, the final pieces of STM team finally arrived. Don’t think that I am talking about any person, I am talking about luggage. Three of our STM members who come Thursday night and Friday morning, all have their luggage delayed in US and not able to arrive with the person. But thanks God, they are here now and everyone can have everything settled with no worries.

Thanksgiving items:

(1) Beside the above, we also have the opportunity to start some visitations besides camp preparation. During the visitation Friday, there is a little girl of age 13 not sure if she able to go to the camp. Pray that God will provide her the way to connect with the gospel.

(2) Thanks the Lord that all team members have arrived in Panama safely and promptly.

(3) Friday night, STM hold a fellowship program in Living Water AC with “Singspiration” as focus and having a fun time with all the teens.

(4) Until midnight Friday, we have 75 participants for the Panama Youth Camp. PTL for so many youth able to come to the camp.



Prayer items:

(1) Panama Youth Camp: Saturday night meeting for STM with local workers. Please pray for communication and cooperation.

(2) On Sunday, STM will split into two groups and will be serving the service in both Ling Fung AC and Living Water AC.

(3) Panama Youth Camp (Feb 12-16): Pray for all youth participants, for their safety and their ability to listen to the Word of God.

(4) PYC: Please pray for Auntie Esther (main speaker) and all workshop speakers.

(5) Feb 16,17 evening: Living Water AC Teens Night

(6) Feb 17,18 morning: Living Water AC Children Weekend

(7) Feb 18: Ling Fung AC move into the new building

(8) Feb 18: Chinese New Year Celebration @ Ling Fung AC new building

Thank you for your prayer and your prayer support are very important to STM and the ministry. We will be glad to have your prayer support… Feel free to pass these prayer items to your fellowship. I will try to update you before the camp starts on Monday.

In Christ
Kelvin











Kelvin Fung

University Ministry Associate

Ambassadors for Christ in Canada

416.494.7171